July 03, 2019

 

Dear Diary,

Today is yet another day with me remaining useless, with no work to do. Morning has begun, me lying on the bed simply, thinking how to spend the day productively. But the idea seems worthless. I have nothing to do except to regret upon the sins I've committed previously in my life and praying to be forgiven for all of them. Nothing fascinates me, be it mobile, telivision or any other thing. I had tried to sketch some stills as a matter of timepass a day before, but that too remained unfinished. I have tried to find the reason behind my current state of mind and it came forward like I have so many dreams which I want to be fulfilled and when they just don't happen the way they should, I am just left in the manner I am these days. Solution is to leave all expectations. Just fighting hard to spend the forthcoming days till God gives me atleast an aim to live with further. Hoping for good days to come....

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