Dear Nobody,
So I am going out tomorrow and the main thing I am trying no to do is sleep with Keith. I love keith but I would never be in a relationship with him because he could only give me the one thing I want....a baby....other then that he ain't shit. He is a coke dealer with 10 kids. But some how we do love each other and the sex is fantastic.
I am on my period so I wont have a reason to have sex with him even tho I want to so bad tomorrow.
S.E is everything to me and I am pretty sure I can go have some drinks and do some lines without sleeping with Keith.
If I dont take the car then there is no telling what I would do. I rather drive because then I wont drink as much and would be more responsible. If I dont drive then I probably would end up with Keith getting high and having wild sex.
Keith is my weakness. I never dated him because he is a drug dealer and I don't date drug dealers. But I secretly love him but not more then S.E.