Cinders's Dear Diary

Index
January 08, 2023
Worst month of my life... so far.  That’s one of my favorite Simpsons references. But that’s not really why I’m here. I’m not entirely sure that I’ve created this post correctly but we’re just going to dig it out and push on through. I’m
Jan 08
March 01, 2023
Lucky Day, Sunday, 11th December 2022 My friends and I went on vacation to the Tambi Tea Plantation in Wonosobo. I went there at around 13.00 WIB, using a motorcycle. When I went there I was in front of riding my motorcycle. I ride happily while oc
Mar 01
October 06, 2023
I like to write down my thoughts... so it maybe little messy and random. I like to draw, with pencil or pen... I don't like to paint to be honest. But not in digital art, I personally think I am pretty good artist for a 15 years old... There is so m
Oct 06
June 08, 2019
Dear Diary, Well , it is officially safe to say that her and I are done after 8 whole years.  Some would definitely label it a waste of time.  As do I sort of. But , as my mom has said countless times . You do not chose who you fall in love w
Jun 08
Useless romantic (9/26/23)
Dear Diary, I feel so hopeless any man I've loved has treated me like nothing, why is it okay to discard people like trash, why am I so unlovable. All of my friends have spouses and me I am nothing, I don't really have connections with family me
Sep 26
April 12, 2020
Dear Diary,I never updated you but I think this whole quarantine has made me actually find someone I am attracted to. I usually never like boys due to the fact that they are either rude, want the nasty, and idk some aren't it but this boy is kind of
Apr 13
April 02, 2020
Dear Diary,   I am MaioX, funny name right? Anyways well this is my first time ever writing in a diary and I never thought I would have wanted to but here I am. I felt like I'd be nice to I guess talk. This diary thing really gets me thinking wi
Apr 02
June 23, 2019
Dear Nobody,   I am very proud of myself. I went out and didnt do anything slutty. As much as I wanted to leave with Keith I didn't. I also only had 3 drinks since I was driving. I am very proud of myself. That means I really do love S.E. I did do
Jun 23
June 22, 2019
Dear Nobody,  I cant stand watching people with kids knowing I will never have my own. I fucking hate my life. I know one day I will just end it all
Jun 22
June 21, 2019
Dear Nobody,  So I am going out tomorrow and the main thing I am trying no to do is sleep with Keith. I love keith but I would never be in a relationship with him because he could only give me the one thing I want....a baby....other then that he ai
Jun 22
June 21, 2019
Dear Nobody, All I wanted to do was catch the early bus to go home but instead the one day I leave early the bus is late as fuck. Littiraly been waiting for it for 25 minutes.  This is they type of unfair shit I be talking about. Fuck my life.
Jun 21
June 17, 2019
Dear Nobody, I get married in 10 days and all I can think about is....damn I am never going to be able to do all the wild freaky drug fueled drunken fun things i use to do before i met S.E.  I think this weekend I am going to hang out, get drunk
Jun 18