May 29, 2019

I feel so sad. Today I feel so alone. One second I'm happy, the next second I'm not. I feel like I have been abandoned. I now realize how dangerous it is to depend your happiness to another person. I feel so sad. 

I was made to believe that I'll always have this person. That he will always be my person. I felt I was left alone. Like a child who is lost. I am lonely. I am broken. And things might never be the same again.