May 29, 2019

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I feel so sad. Today I feel so alone. One second I'm happy, the next second I'm not. I feel like I have been abandoned. I now realize how dangerous it is to depend your happiness to another person. I feel so sad. 

I was made to believe that I'll always have this person. That he will always be my person. I felt I was left alone. Like a child who is lost. I am lonely. I am broken. And things might never be the same again.  

I was made for loving you but I was never your person. 

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Tara
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Amara jadeJun 1, 2019

In the past when i felt this way i would put on loud music and sing to it with every emotion i was feeling until i either got tired,felt better or my throat hurt to bad to continue! I might also mention i dont sing well lol

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TaraMay 29, 2019

Thank you. 😊

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Kung Fu Panda 🤠May 29, 2019

And one more thing i did when I was feeling low, was to turn to teachings of budhdha. And i realized that most of it was just thouths in my mind. And i took this phase as an opportunity to learn about myself, and who i am. Because when we are feeling low that's when we can connect with our hearts very well. So don't worry. This phase will only make you a better person.

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Kung Fu Panda 🤠May 29, 2019

Like you, I also always knew that it s dangerous to depend on someone else for our happiness. And still i fell for it. And i felt broken too. Very miserable. Few years later now, I look back and it only looks like a lesson, life had to teach me. It may take some time for you to really understand this, but you will. Just don't give up, and start loving yourself more.

"Journal writing is a voyage to the interior."

— Christina Baldwin