April 27, 2019

Dear Diary,

So today I had openschoolday and I had to come to help ofcourse so it was very very very boring and I called my first date and to come and keep me company (he's not my boyfriend but  just a good friend and my parents are strict about me going out but I went out with him secretly and he doesn't know hes my first date and as you know first dates are always special so he gave me too much hope on the first date and i fell for him but didn't tell ofc....) so he said yeah sure I'll come and he came and all the feeling came to me again like hes still nice to me and kept me company all the time and he told me he kinda has a girlfriend but hes not sure and I was like fuuuuuuuck in my head. So we talked we laughed and he made me happy and my heart race. He went to classroom with me and the teacher was like oh is that your brother?? I was like no no hes my friend and she said omg congratulations!!! Congratulations???! He laughed and I also laughed and we both said at the same time thanks...so we laughed more..

And he saw his friend there and asked why are you here? He said I'm here with ma girl my family...ofcourse my heart was about to explode and the guy asked again your sister? He said no just my family. Now what am I suppose to do and what's this suppose to mean? And then he walked me to station and he hugged me...what should I do with the feelings

???