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Dear Diary,
Sunday after noon again. š. I am in the bus, after so long. I used to like travelling in bus, and previously when I had less money and no bike.
Earphones in my ears, I am wearing my skechers shoes, tapping my foot on songs from one direction and the script. It feels great, summer breeze have already started here.
I like this weather during transition of seasons. Summer winds are special, I can recognize almost Immidiately tge summer winds, it has this special quality, that I can't explain, but it's there and it feels awesome when the winds hit my face, it fills me with some sort of upliftment, excitement, I don't know, i can't name this feeling but u know...
Its been long, hav et written to you, life is going good, i went home for few days last week. Mom asked me to wait for some time, but I dint want to wait. I wanted to meet nana nani and wanted to see the stars in the clear sky at home. It was good.
I met with everyone, shweta di, kohinoor, monika, manisha, rishabh, dono mama, mami, everyone. While returning i also went to pooh maasi. I want to go and live in gaon o ly. Here in the city, I do t like it much. Mom is not having any friends here and she gets bored all day while we go to work. I want to do something about my job, I want to live away from the city and settle down somewhere else, but it always seems that I don't have enough courage to do what I want to do, I know that it won't be difficult yet i am too shy and not doing it, maybe thinking about how will i explain anyone, my mama, my mom, sandeep that I want to leave the job because I don't like the city, no one will understand this. And moreover what will i do in gaon? I'll have to earn the money somehow. When thinking theoretically i know there are many ways, I can teach kids there, and in rest of the time I can work on my own robot. Or maybe take a distant learning course on astrophysics. But it all seems very uncertain also, and somehow i am not getting enough courage to do what it'll take. I think I am still bounded in the chains of this society, I haven't grown up much yet. But anyway, I am sure i'll do it someday...
Me and Chaithanya, we started yesterday on the big plan. Dawrani and i though of another business idea(the gym thing). We were
Excited about it, but today i found many similar businesses already existing. We'll think of something else now.