Excercise

D̶e̶a̶r̶ ̶D̶a̶i̶r̶y̶, No Dear who ever is reading, Lets not consider "Diary" as second person here, there is a reader reading it already. So let me talk to you. I am already talking to my self, so the second person is already filled, so you yourself would be a third person to this conversation. School exercises is the last memory that comes to mind about writing. When I say I wrote, I meant that is a situation that asked me to write about something. What is that something? Actually it doesn't matter what that something is, what matters is you write.Yeah that was the purpose of exercise, just write. I misunderstood at that time as to why I should write. I wrote it because it gave marks and good marks gives good grades. Why good grades? Why not, good grades gives you respect, respect from parents, teachers, neighbours and actually not that much from your friends(they rarely care about your marks, they have other things to be interested in about you than your marks). So you never wrote? I did but, I wrote it for some single purpose, to mail a prof, to write an exam, to submit a record, to complete an academic project, and later to mail the boss, to write a report, to write an appraisal task, to submit forms, to submit more forms and then more forms. When I write those things, I didn't think why I should write them, I wrote it because, in order to complete the purpose I needed to write it, I needed it to be correct writing, it couldn't be wrong writing, because if it is wrong writing it doesn't full fill the purpose, so I worked on writing the correct writing, I never stopped and thought why I should write only these things. One day, in the dawn of that day, where you are not in a position to enjoy the Sun rising, as you don't see that day as new. For you it is the time where you just laid, laid off from the night you spent on watching different posts, pictures and videos for they hold majorly a purpose of none other than time pass. In that day you get a wild idea that never happens. You think.... Why shouldn't I write like my School exercise, just write it, write something. It may be boring to read. But why should I care, here the purpose is not appeal to a stranger, not to get marks, it is to write. It feels good as you type each word that comes to your mind and you see that you have already wrote something. Something that brings not happiness to you in a dramatic way, but it gives a little bit of smile, a little bit of confidence in writing and in life, a little bit of change in the mood you are feeling. This is why I should start write something. This is its purpose, purpose not just defined by one goal, purpose as to change a mood, to change confidence, to add an esteem, irrespective of the amount. So to the one who came till here, this is not a writing of some great thinker, artist or of an experienced writer, this is just an school exercise, but the real one.