Dear Diary,

Hi, (00:32), I was feeling so lonely, to avoid that loneliness I played some random show on YouTube on my laptop and put my laptop aside on bed.

I tried to talk to him but we was not in mood of talking to me that much today. I felt more lonely after that, I felt like crying.

Then, after years, I went to talk to strangers, I got connected to guy who is a 25 years old singer, who wants to stay underrated, Rohit from Rajasthan....he told me a good thing, he said " always remember, kitna bhi mushkil ho, difficulty ho, if you both feel ki you want each other tabhi ho shaadi krna, agar lage ki ab feelings same nahi hai , then shaadi nahi krna" jindgi nark ho jayegi...and that made me think... Usse 15 min baat hua hoga, I don't feel like talking much... kyunki aur kya baat karu samjh nahi aa raha tha...damn, loneliness wali space ko koi fill kr sakta hai but loneliness khatam nahi kr sakta hai, loneliness curb uske hone se hi hota...

I am feeling little better right now, I think I might fall asleep... bahut saara kuch hai jo disturb kr raha hai mujhe...

Ihatesara@22's Dear Diary