Dear Diary,

Hi, 11:58 PM, Friday

The day was okay, I was feeling quite tired 1-2 hrs ago. Now, I am good. I was talking to Mandeep today, he asked for call and called me around 15 days ago but I didn't answer that day, I was not in mood. So, I called him back and he said mujhe toh laga tere se baat krne k liye ab appointment lena padega...I was laughing as always coz I always do this to him. He had so many questions about how to approach someone for marriage, I mean what conversation he should have and so on... overall he wanted to a female prospective and who can be a better candidate than me...so I shared my opinion and he said he will now see things as I have suggested but I also felt that he is treating marriage as a deal... which I told him that it's something wrong and you need to correct it.

Apart from that, everything is kinda okay. About him, I feel he takes me very casually, I feel that he cares for everyone except me...if I can drop my plans so that he doesn't get uncomfortable at any level, at least I except similar behaviour from his end also regarding opposite gender.

I feel he does things for me is kinda for the sake of fulfilling his duty. I feel that I am so much into him that's why he is running away. Anyways...

Tomorrow is going to be a big day. It's a start of a new chapter and not so good one, but ups and downs are the part of life...so yes...

From tomorrow, I am gonna focus on work properly and I have taken some decisions regarding that only. So, it's high I should act on it.

These days I am not liking living alone.

Okay that's all for today.

See you tomorrow.

I will try to write daily. 😊

Gab Souls's Dear Diary