Elybic's Dear Diary

You know, for a very long time I was in love with my best friend. We had a whole year relashionship and then we got back to being best friend. It was so hard that I decided to change school and she never tried to contact me. None of my friends tbh. 

empty pages.  No words. No motivation. Nobody to see. nothing to do. yet I'm satisfied. Wish I could close my eyes, and never open 'em again.  An endless sleep, that's my biggest dream.  Yet I don't want talk about "death". No, js sleeping.

I hate her. I just hate her. In my heart I just feel hatred towards her. She kills me, haunts me, after destroying me. She never leaves me alone. Peace is something that I'll never know with her.

I don't know where to start.  She ruined our family, she cheated on my dad, she left him all alone taking my sister and I with her, she lived her life as if she never had a husband before, she got pregnant and she moved far away.  She never was

Day 1:I was a little girl full of life, who very quickly saw a world other than the one she'd always known. A world where Mom and Dad weren't together anymore. A world where Mommy's getting back together with someone. A world where she hardly ever se