DepressedButSquirrel!'s Dear Diary

I've been suffering for the past few days with the heat, and I know it's going to last all summer. I tell myself not to give a damn, that fuck people who look at my arms wrong or make remarks, but when you're living it, it's less fun, easier said

I talked to my therapist about something... Certain behaviors. One of which happened not long ago...I don't know why, but for the past few weeks, every time I turn down a corridor, go through a door, etc., I have to turn around as if to go “straight”

i'm sick of all this shit, it's got to stop, one way or another... i can't take it anymoreevery time I get better, there's always something to screw it up. The worst part is that often, I'm the problem.

It's been a long time! She's back like a flower. This bitch rewrote an e-mail but sent it to my best friend without meaning to, and yet she should have seen that I'd blocked it. She wrote that she wanted to clear up a few things because she was f

Dear Diary, My work canceled on me last minute. As a freelancer, I rely on gigs from different companies, so cancellations hit harder than they should. Lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, I started to feel that familiar loneliness creeping in. I tr

Dear Diary, Last night, I attended an extreme gay party. On the surface, it was enjoyable—vivid lights, energetic music, and beautiful people—but if I’m honest, I wished I were at home with my boyfriend, curled up on the couch, watching a movie,

Dear Diary, the reason why I want to talk to you is because I feel like I need someone to be honest with. I feel like things in my world are changing and turning around, and I don’t know what to do about it. Everything is just feeling out of my contr