Ei's Dear Diary

Index
July 09, 2022
Dear Diary, Love should be freeing right? At least that's how I view it. It is something that whwn you feel it, it's like a breathe of fresh air. Like you can fully breathe in it and feel comfort. It should not feel controlled. It should not fee
Jul 09
July 07, 2022
I do not like this. It feels suffocating. It feels wrong. It's like I can't do anything right for him. Explaining equates to changing the mind or changing details or reasons. I can't talk to my friends. I can't talk to my best friend without feeling
Jul 06
April 24, 2022
Dear Diary, He just said he loves me. Through a chat. But yeah it just happened. After a really long and serious conversation. It wasn't a fight but it was a serious conversation.  At 1:32 and 1:33am with my name. How do I feel? I was happy
Apr 23
April 01, 2022
Dear Diary, I am not sure how I feel about this person. Things happened so quickly and now I am confused if I should be happy or be wary. I have a lot to think about. Maybe I should keep my distance and think about this first. I feel like I forg
Mar 31
March 06, 2022
Dear Diary, It's highly possible that he is not interested and was only being polite. I guess I'll just not DM him anymore. I feel like I'm intruding. I'll just be in my own bubble again. I hate that I feel like I want something more out of this. I
Mar 05
March 04, 2022
Dear Diary, I could not sleep. I have a lot on my mind. Mostly terrible thoughts but I would like one good thing to be on my mind before I sleep. I played a game with someone, he's a friend of a friend. I just heard his voice but it was refreshi
Mar 03
October 22, 2024 1
The shadow of death seems to be lingering around me lately. It's filling me up with emotions, wearing me down bit by bit, slowly drowning me in the dark embrace of grief and sorrow. I try to fight. But why does it feel like I'm sinking deeper with ev
Oct 22