MU's Dear Diary

I have been losing sleep (again) the past days. I know this is a sign again. I am losing control of my thoughts, my feelings and myself.  I am feeling lost and anxious. I am experiencing physical symptoms (again). This is not a good sign.

My mom scolded me because i "Didnt clean my home" i ceaned it the best i could im 14 with  sibling its hard because im the oldest and my sibling always playing and im cleaning i need some time for me also but im always feeding and things why is ife h