Purple 💜's Dear Diary

Index
July 09, 2019
Dear Diary,  today I used make-up for the first time and wore clothes that I like. I constantly made spontaneous decisions that i'm sure I'll come to regret. (I did) After some back-aching labor and having a meal with my family I went to bed
Jul 08
March 12, 2021
Dear Diary, I feel like I don't care anymore about anything or anyone .. I just want to be alone.. I don't wanna talk to anyone, I'm feeling very tired , I slept alot , I want to disappear nothing more than that.
Mar 12
January 08, 2021
Dear Diary, I feel so desperate, I feel so lonely! I laugh with my friends talk to 'em but still I feel like there is no one around me no one to comfort me! I'm not sad but I'm not happy too! I don't know what's wrong with me! Why am I feeling this w
Jan 08
December 16, 2020
Dear Diary,  Seems like they're so happy, after ruining MY life..☔ I'm in PAIN, but I can't feel it anymore. Wow!!!!! What a life I'm living!!!!!
Dec 16
December 04, 2020
Dear Diary, everyday it feels like there's something wrong with me. I'm never truly happy but I laugh anyways. Why do I feel like I'm left alone in this whole big world? Why do I feel like I'm losing everyone and everything even myself? These dark n
Dec 04
December 03, 2020
Dear Diary, Where is my angel? The end of the day Someone come and save me, please A weary sigh of a tiring day I guess everyone's happy Can you look at me, 'cause I'm blue and grey. The meaning of the tears reflected in the mirror. My color
Dec 03
December 03, 2020
I miss everything even though there's nothing good to miss about,I miss you even though you didn't do anything good that would make me miss you.I grew up so fast, I'm sorry I couldn't give you love you wanted.I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy, but
Dec 03
December 01, 2020
Dear Diary, we write because we can't explain🥀
Dec 01
November 24, 2020
Emotionless kid trying to feel something again..
Nov 24
November 24, 2020
Dear Diary, Life goes on Like an echo in the forest Like an arrow in the blue sky On my pillow, on my table Life goes on like this again.
Nov 24
November 11, 2020
Dear Diary, so, today was my exam and....it didn't go well.. because I didn't study well .. it hurts .. why am I ruining myself.. tommorow is my computer exam and it's 7:00 pm now I haven't studied anything.. it's like I don't care.. about anything..
Nov 11
November 07, 2020
Dear Diary, I wanna feel something.. even if it's pain..but I really wanna feel again!!!
Nov 07
November 04, 2020
Dear Diary, don't wanna die, but so much pain.. too much crying..
Nov 04
November 01, 2020
Dear Diary,
Nov 01
October 31, 2020
Dear Diary,....so today was my entrance exam...and I was so nervous..I could hear my heartbeat when I was going to the centre .. soosoo.. nervous for results... Can't wait excited at the same time..!!!!!!!!
Oct 31
October 29, 2020
Dear Diary,
Oct 29
July 22, 2024
I woke up this morning with tears.  My heart was broken.  I just wanted to go somewhere.  I was focused on my life, on myself that led me to discontentment.  Until I decided to “crucify myself.”  I reminded myself that I am dead to myself but alive i
Jul 22
July 21, 2024
How I long for a fellowship with the same stream of spirit.  I know my tribe but distance prevents us.
Jul 21
July 20, 2024
I thought to myself before God why are we  on this place. I know with my whole being that we should be here.  And even if I would think about our life, our former life far away from this place as I would recall the much better convenience and provisi
Jul 20
July 18, 2024
To the creators of this app, thank you for allowing us to write our thoughts in this platform.  I have written my heart in pieces of papers that scattered in my personal box and I would like to not only write here but also share those to the public h
Jul 18