Dear Diary,

Hello, Diary and viewers My name is Lo$t melodiez. No silly not my real name but my pen name. You are probably wondering well what does lost melodiez stands for. What is the origin of that? Well, let me explain. Lost melodiez stands for my way of writing. I get lost in my writings and flow with the melody. The melody is the mood of the writing. Mostly my type of writings are based on my real-life pain so I write it like a melody and that's how I got Lo$t Melodiez from.

So, I won't give my name out just yet but I'm a 13 female from Springfield Massachusetts. I am turning 14 in 5 days and I'm pretty happy about it.

The problem is that I'm in a program. Yup, a program. Sad. I'm worried I might be here on my birthday and I cannot stand being here imagine being here celebrating your birthday. I've been there twice. The first time was because I was deemed "unsafe" and this time was because my foster mom didn't want me anymore so they ditched me here as if I was trash. Useless and unwanted.

But my father has custody papers to come and get me out of this place i just don't know when but, it feels better knowing he is trying. I just cannot wait for it to happen. I will finally be happy happy!

Thank you guys for reading!

See you tomorrow!

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