Dear Diary,

"What is love to you?

It's choosing someone,

over and over.

Even when you know it can't work.

But if it can't work,

how can you keep choosing?

You don't choose because it works.

You choose because it's them."

It read it somewhere, found it beautiful, so wrote it.

Hi, this was supposed to be a beautiful note, so I won't ruin it...I will write another one for that :).

I am starving but I don't feel like eating anything right now, added so many random things but can't make up my mood to order anything.

I was feeling suffocated inside my home, I thought to go somewhere but I didn't want to go alone so I went to the terrace...but sometimes I hate my work...clients don't let me live with peace, I had a lot of work today but I was all lazy today, only somehow managed to finish the urgent ones.

So, it's about Hyderabad and Arihant's wedding, at first I wasn't very sure about going to the wedding as I would be a stranger to everyone there and shaadi me left out nahi feel karna tha...but then I went there and asked him to join me. The wedding was lavish, the typical big fat Indian wedding. Everything was top notch and fancy, the decorations, the food, the bride and groom, they looked so beautiful, I especially loved the bride's entry with the songs playing, she coming down from the stairs, just wow...the varmala thing was also quite beautiful, the song she sung herself just awestruck.

Going to this wedding was also important for me as I kept in mind that I need a clarity in this time frame and maybe things will move forward or it will be our last meeting.

We had a good time together, from meeting him at the airport to him dropping me at airport, a lot of things changed, a lot of feelings changed inside me, our journey to the resort, he not letting his hand rest and bearing all the sunlight so that I can rest my head on his arms to me asking for his help on the quotation and him helping me with the quotation was so adorable, him learning to click pictures the way I like was too cute, not leaving my hand for a second while walking, it is so cute...me getting angry on him as we were getting late, me getting angry on him coz he wasn't able to drape the saree properly was funny too...really it only takes me seconds everytime to get irritated on anything. We enjoying the food, half of the items on his plate, half on mine...so that we could eat everything was cute too...cringe things also feel cute when you are with someone special...our ride to Lulu mall was also interesting, atleast we talked that time, that Trojan bar...kfc, tony and guys...how patiently he waited there at the salon...then driving back to resort, getting ready, him helping me with the contact lenses, helping me in getting ready, perfectly draping the saree this time, worrying that I might fell down wearing saree...clicking pictures, I loved how that random uncle came and said that this is not the good pose, you go there and let me click pictures of both of you together was the cutest thing of that evening, I just loved the gesture, how just a stranger can make your day with a small gesture...it's always "the little things" that make you happy. also, how that girl from event management team also put so much of effort in clicking our pictures without even asking...people are cute in some or other way.

We could not make love as periods arrived a day earlier than the expected timeline :(

The next day was of pheras, we got ready and went to get the gifts packed, then attended the pheras and went to see hyderabad...the city and their obsession with red cars, we went to paradise biryani, then to Birla temple, another cute thing happened there...the foreigner saying me photogenic...maybe he was saying it just for saying but it made me happy, then also that man complimented my photography skills, I was flattered, how Mr. S said that he is learning and putting efforts to click good pictures coz it is one of the way to show his love towards me, then we went to Charminar, the kids there came to us asked our names and said you both look good together...it was funny and I was little unsure in telling that girl my name as I felt weird and I don't trust people at unknown places and how can I forget about dentist shops :D.

Then, he took me to Niloufer's cafe for their special bun maska...he said he don't even drink chai but doing so much effort coz I like tea and he loves me, so this is his way of letting me know about his love language. Then, we went to the hotel, not a kind of place I would like but it was not that bad too...then we went to Glass onion...and rest I will write tomorrow, I am tired now...writing a note so long...Ok bye...to be continued...

Notofthisworld's Dear Diary