Therian Lilith's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I wish people would pay me.  https://youpay.me/mrscrow I'll give it a go.

Dear Diary, It's funny... How I miss you.  How I make bad decisions but they always lead me straight to you. No matter what path I travel bumpy, hallow, rocky you are always there at the end.  Unscathed.  Smirking at me.  Like I'm a warrior

Dear Diary, I feel promiscuous.  Thoughts are real.  So you must be here with me.  Watching me, touch myself.

Dear Diary, I feel absent. As if the thought of you being with me would fill me up with some presence. As if I'm vacant and you would inherit my body. Making me feel some way, some sort of good. When I dont feel good at all. Bad.  I'm a bad girl.

Dear Diary, Hey again or should I say high again. It sucks that you cant go to a hospital even in an emergency if have done drugs. The Australian government sucks man. Dude I literally only say this because I'm up at the hospital with my poor s

Dear Diary, I miss sitting in the long grass. I miss the insects I would spy on.  I miss seeing the trails a snail would leave on the cement ground outside my front door. I miss catching the grasshoppers green 💚 and brown 🤎 big and small. I miss

Dear Diary,  I miss the taste of raspberry bubble gum. I miss chewing it over and over again. Fitting as many pieces into my mouth until my cheeks would hurt. I miss you, too brother. My raspberry kiss.

Dear Diary, Mum just text me saying no to visiting her in hospital apparently I gave her a bug. I have a minor cold. Nothing drastic. Surely she wouldn't of gotten it.  I little asthmatic cough with a bit of a drippy nose. That's it. Oh well.  Now

Dear Diary, the moon drops from the sky, and sun burns bright thick beams of sun light as yellow as honey chases the shadows from my mind. Leaving not a doubt in my mind about him. I did want him tonight. He was even here with me. But I chose to play

Note to self: get some more.

Dear Diary,  I like the ever changing tide in your eyes. How when they become blue icy glaciers from the coldest parts of time and how when sometimes you look at me they melt and cascading droplets of beads slowly slide down your cheeks as if they m

Dear Diary, I'm talking about someone new.  I thought about him all day. My heart sings for him. He whistles the same tune.

Dear Diary,  Hello hello. I'm at mr crows house we are just settling in and getting high. The last time we spoke he got angry at me for taking the bag of meth as he forgot he gave to me. He rang me up and then hung up on me whilst I was sitting in th

Dear Diary,Hey! I'm back from the beautiful Sydney!!  I lost almost 6kg. Yay! I'm just sitting out the back drinking my last rum of six. I blazed my way to 4:00am in the morning. Mums not home to ight, she at the hospital with a migraine, so I picke

Dear Diary, I kissed the tip. I strolled my tongue around the top of his penis

Dear Silly Book,  How much stress can a person take? I consider myself as fairly strong, but I am fading. I have been fading for years. I am so sad and angry, and that converged itself into distrust. It is an exhausting way to live. I am constant

Dear Diary, After the festival, I lied at home about going to Blr, but headed out to Rpr via Kolkata. I was happy, but as soon as I landed in Kolkata, I got a call from home. Looks like my mom called her mom, to inform about the dates in Feb and

Dear Diary, I went to Bengaluru and she wanted to meet me as a last goodbye. I agreed, and went to pick her up. After the 30 hours drive and a quick nap, I almost rushed to somehow reach the airport on time. Back at home, she was happy, and then

Dear Diary, "It takes years to build, but just moments to burn it down to ground" This sounded like a philosophical dialogue till I witnessed my dreams shatter. It was Dusshera, and we were supposed to visit a temple as part of my sister's mann

Dear Diary, I finally met her and I was shocked. She was even more beautiful in person than in pictures. She had come to pick me up and we went to her place with my Biryani and the soft toy. She loved the biryani, and adored the toy. But she has

Dear Diary, Out of the many girls I sent requests to, I started talking to this girl on 8th of September. To be honest, I didn't want to, her father reminded me ki I said I will talk to her, so I sent a Hi and some introduction.  Didn't know, g

Dear Diary, I Have That Stupid Fucking Feeling Again. Like I Need To Murder Someone. See Blood Flow. I'm So Sick Of These Bitchy Teachers. Always Bitching About Something. "Freetime" They Promise --- More Like Extra Work Time. Always Making Assumptio

Dear Diary, Haven't Been Here In A While. So, LIGHTNING ROUND!! I Started A New School That's For Mentally Ill People, I Awakened As A Therian, I Found Out I'm Sapiosexual, Fictiosexual And Demisexual, As Well As Bigender. I Started Writing Two Books

Dear Diary, Why, oh why does everyone call me out for the littlest thing? even writing here is a huge pain. Because every two frigging seconds "Oh, that's not schoolwork, so turn it off, it doesn't matter." No, this does matter, because I need a thin

Dear Diary, it's hard to find an online diary when many of them are blocked for being categorized as "forums" or "forums.blog". School security is very strict, and it already blocks many websites through the Lightspeed Filter Agent. On top of that, w