My head hurts. I can't sleep well anymore. I wake up every time I need to turn over. I keep having crazy, weird, vivid dreams.

One dream I recall having a couple nights ago involved me stealing my parents' car while they were out and trying to practice driving and it ended VERY terribly.

Last night I had a dream that the front yard to the left of the driveway of my childhood home was a pool. It didn't even make any sense. It was a complete mess of a dream.

I'd probably be able to sleep a lot easier if I could actually get some amount of exercise, but that's impossible with current situations.

People suggest to "go for a walk," but my neighborhood is scary and I can't drive to a safe place to have a walk.

I wish I could at least be having regular sex since that is a form of exercise, and is just fun in general.

I've been wanting to make an entry about Da for a while now and I guess that's a good segue.

I really like Da. He's almost 6 months older than me and he's a total nerd. We play Pokemon together and he claims to be a Pokemon master. With the knowledge he has, I guess he is a Pokemon master.

The only thing I don't like about him is that he has a cat and there are at least two other cats in his house. Don't get me wrong, cats are cute, loveable assholes, but I'm severely allergic. What if I go to his house and my allergy medications aren't enough and I go into anaphylactic shock? I guess we just gotta hope it doesn't happen and I'll be fine.

I love talking to him. We never want our conversations to end and it's so hard to say goodnight. Our conversations transition between subjects seamlessly.

I told him about Vocaloids and specifically Hatsune Miku and he was in complete awe of me weebing out. He has so much to learn about Japanese things (not that I know a whole lot myself). He claims to like anime, but he doesn't even know what kawaii means lol.

There is so much we want to do together, so much we want to watch together. We want to watch Pokemon, at least some Marvel movies, Steven Universe💖, Vampire Knight... It goes on.

Right now we are attempting to play at least one Pokemon game from every region, but in reverse order. We've both already played at least one game from the Galar and Alolan regions. He isn't a fan of the Alolan games for some reason or another so we're skipping the Sun/Moon games for now. He's played most of the core series games several times, apparently.

I've only played Diamond, Sun, Leaf Green, and Shield up until April when I started Omega Ruby. I got bored playing it initially, but I've resumed playing it alongside Da playing Alpha Sapphire.

Our ultimate goal is to fill the Pokedex in Pokemon Home. I mean, I suggested it and he agreed.

Earlier I tried to use sex to transition into talking about Da but I got lost in nerdiness.

Da is a virgin. He's never had a girlfriend or kissed a girl. He tells me he wants me to be all of his firsts really bad. I think it's cute.

We really want to meet ASAP but covid19 is obstructing our plans. There was a big event recently in the city he works in and I'm afraid that is going to increase his chances of getting or at least carrying covid19 to me and my family.

We want to have a little hotel date. Go pick up a couple of cupcakes to celebrate his late birthday (was in July) and then eat pizza while we watch Pokemon Ranger and the Temple of the Sea (some couples have a specific song, well that's our movie. We love Manaphy). Cuddle and kiss and if it leads to sex, I'm here for it. I've been without sex since March and god I'm thirsty.

But I'd just be happy to hug and cuddle him. I'm willing to wait, but neither of us want to or have a reason to.

GIO's Dear Diary