Nightmare's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, right now in library , its so calm here , and only can hear the sound of turning pages , unending sounds of people caressing pages of books , i could hear them breathe , some are wearing headphones , some spectacles , gushing steps and sl

Dear Diary, God this world , these people , i don't complain , but do i get back the love that i spread ? I care for them to watch that they don't ! Prabhu , please make me strong enough to not notice these little things that bite me every second .

Well , one more fact for my wall of hollowness , that you might give them all you have but you actually are a fool ! To believe in people over and over again , becoz no fucking creature cares ! They don't deserve your energy and love , so be yourself

Dear Diary,  Life whispers in my ear....     " To fuck off" 🥴

If you are reading , I want to tell , that i feel like i am stucked , its the same place , i am jobless , my life is unexplored , i have no one by my side , i am trying and trying to be something and in the end to realise it is the same place again !