I'm in love with a dead man.'s Dear Diary

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January 06, 2022
Dear Diary,  OKok major update…. My mental health is a lot better after taking lexapro😵‍💫. Now I’m waiting this school semester to start so I’m at home with my bf all day. With that being said, I feel like our vibes just isn’t the same anymore. Li
Jan 06
November 09, 2021
Dear Diary, what is the purpose of life? Is God real? Who am I? Where is Earth? What happens after Death?
Nov 10
November 05, 2021
Dear Diary, I am in a lowkey relationship with someone and that person is really sweet but I have noticed that they can be real clingy sometimes. And I like her clingy-ness but I feel like I can’t give it back to them because of my relationship anxie
Nov 05
October 31, 2021
Dear Diary, Well…how do I began? I was sexually harassed/assaulted at work yesterday and reported it. They allowed me to leave early which was great because I was dreading being there. But, because of my ongoing depression for coping with being moles
Nov 01
October 27, 2021
Dear Diary, Today was somewhat better than yesterday. I am proud of myself for going to class (even though I didn’t pay attention). I know this journey will be long and exhausting, so I will practice not being so hard on myself and celebrating the sm
Oct 28
October 27, 2021
Dear Diary, I am depressed and I hate it. I’ve skipped school for two days and haven’t been turning in home work. I don’t want to give up since it’s my senior year and I’m so close, but I have no energy to even leave my home.
Oct 27
December 21, 2023
Dear Diary, I can't move on darling, when I think of dying. Though physically 18. I'm mentally 15. Since you left for heaven. I've reverted back. A kind of innocence back. Each birthday hurts. Just take me back there please. I don't want to be 19.
Dec 21
December 21, 2023
Dear Diary, I was 14 years old (am now 18) back when I met my 53 year old lover. A beautiful man, brown hair and eyes. He looked younger then he actually was. You may call me a sugar baby, but it wasn't like that. He didn't have much money.
Dec 21
December 21, 2023
Dear Diary, Important things about this blog: -This deals with controversial age gaps. -All names have been changed for privacy reasons. -This is not a fictional story this is my experience. -Mentions of suicidal thought, self har
Dec 21