OnePageADay's Dear Diary

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January 10, 2025
Dear Diary, it's really a lesson about procrastinating. For years I have been procrastinating about de-cluttering, now that I'm actually doing it, I'm getting more ideas for new projects than I can keep up with and other than a little bit of learnin
Jan 10
November 22, 2024
Dear Diary, what a weird dream, but I can see how it relates to my current life.  Another friend is moving away. I wish her and her family well. I'm preparing to move as well, just waiting for the right time. I had a lot of anxieties when I first mo
Nov 22
August 22, 2024
Dear Diary, last week I saw my mom's pet everywhere. He died a tragic death a long time ago, it wasn't her fault nor mine, but we should've done a better job protecting him from malicious people.  I cried, not as much as I cried about my own first p
Aug 22
May 02, 2024
Dear Diary, almost 6 mths have passed since my last post. Had some really weird dreams, the weirdest I have ever had. Tried to look it up, but now I think it's better to just leave it be. The time will come for me to know what they all mean.
May 02
November 14, 2023
Dear Diary, finally caught up on all of my projects.  Just got an amazing gift from one of my friends. It's a nice surprise and another confirmation I'm on the right path. I know I need to participate more, so that's on my bucket list. I've got som
Nov 14
October 26, 2023
Dear Diary, more decluttering and reorganizing to do. It's going to take a few weeks to get it all done.
Oct 26
October 15, 2023
Dear Diary, I looked back to how my life was this last few months last year. What a stark contrast. The only thing different was that particular hobby and the people I met through it. I decided to drop it and completely cut them off of my life and un
Oct 16
October 10, 2023
Dear Diary, I supposed to meet a friend last week but there was so much cleaning to do after reno and my SO needed a break so I had to cancel. Glad I cancelled. Lots of cleaning got done, reno dust is no joke. I even managed to squeeze in some exerc
Oct 10
October 08, 2023
Dear Diary, the time and hard work we put in, all worth it. The room looks nice and more functional, the damage is fixed. It's perfect. But I noticed it's hard on the body at our age and I'm no longer enthusiastic about reno like I used to be. Not li
Oct 08
October 02, 2023
Dear Diary, I always know she didn't really want him, but I'm still surprised she did what she did. It's not my business, doesn't affect me in any way, I make sure I keep enough distance from them. I'm just surprised she did it, I thought I was wrong
Oct 02
September 26, 2023
Dear Diary, finally, a week of rest. Nothing planned for next week other than the usual routine.
Sep 26
September 17, 2023
Dear Diary, lots of work we did the last few weeks. I'm so tired I can't even sleep. SO managed to sleep and I'm glad he did, he will wake up refreshed. It's not completely finished, at first I was disappointed, but now I'm glad because I have new i
Sep 18
September 06, 2023
Dear Diary, more ideas come to mind. These ones require more work and time, maybe even more space. I keep thinking it's going to be next year, but I know every time I make plans it always happens sooner.
Sep 06
August 26, 2023
Dear Diary, there is so much to do. I almost regret making that decision. But it has to be done and I'd like to do it properly the first time. No going back to fix and all that. I feel that this will be the last time. I'm not going to do any reno aft
Aug 26
August 22, 2023
Dear Diary, yesterday was weird, the whole day all I wanted to do was sleep. I'm glad that only lasted a day lol whatever it was. Still undecided which color is best for the walls. My SO leaves that for me to decide, yet I actually prefer to go with
Aug 23
January 28, 2025
Dear Diary, Please help me, Lord.
Jan 28
November 20, 2024
Dear Diary, I think am in love but he is not yet ready for commitment.
Nov 20
October 28, 2024
Dear Diary, I am again feeling sad and standing again on my own solely.
Oct 28
September 18, 2024
Dear Diary, I feel so tired on everything.
Sep 18
July 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Starting to feel sad because of what happened. Its not easy to move forward because am really hurt and mad for him, not being man enough to stand and protect us from his self-entitled evil family.
Jul 01
June 28, 2024
Dear Diary, Am tired, I feel so sad.
Jun 28
April 03, 2024
Dear Diary, Feel so sad :'( Lord, please help me.
Apr 03
March 11, 2024
Dear Diary, Please let me love my self first and please help me to forget him. He even forgot or intentionally not to greet my daughter on her birthday. Chibai! Let his family suffers for separating my child to her father!
Mar 11
February 21, 2024
Dear Diary, Hoping for someone from God who will protect us and loving us unconditionally and free from destructors or manipulators.
Feb 21
February 21, 2024
Dear Diary, Today is my daughter's 17th birthday. Her first time to celebrate without her father.
Feb 21
January 10, 2024
Dear Diary, Hoping that I can feel my worth, value, and be loved.
Jan 10
January 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Lets start our year right! Moving forward. We will not become a victim of narcissistics again. No disrespectful, no drama. God will guide and protect us. We are no longer become slaves who need to move to other room to accommodate your
Jan 01
December 25, 2023
Dear Diary, I can now see how peaceful I am without a narcissist on my side. Moving forward! Happy Birthday Jesus! Merry Christmas.
Dec 25
December 23, 2023
Dear Diary, Feelind sad... I want to feel loved, respected, protected, and secured. I want to survive.
Dec 23
December 22, 2023
Dear Diary, Made sleep over with my female friend who comfort me. The pain still exists but hardly trying to move forward. Hoping for someone who will take care of me, protect me, and make me feel secure.
Dec 22