Boo Italy's Dear Diary

Index
June 28, 2025
Dear Diary, omg finally this is back. something happend here past few days? isnt it?? please reply anybody? or else is it a my region problem?
Jun 28
lil note for me,
Dear Diary, i feel like my teenage life went smoothly plus roughly. i know i have some traits built up bcz of past traumas. i have experienced different kind of mental status in different time lines.i have learnt one thing, if i suffer today for
Jun 20
June 21, 2025
hi diary, yesterday was a fantastic day. i had my class. when i come back, there was a guy who makes umbrella parts. i suddenly remembered omg my umbrella has bit broken and lets give it a try. guess what, when i was on the way to home, after my fin
Jun 20
im not a teen anymore
Dear Diary, im not a teen anymore. and i think i gave me the best gift after 5 yrs. feeling soooo sooooo sooo satisfied.
Jun 18
June 17, 2025
Dear Diary, i should start journaling
Jun 17
June 17, 2025
Dear Diary,  some moment to appreciate myself just a msg from me to myself, (i call myself as roo when it comes to self talk) i know how you have been in stressed moments like a hell before. you cant study for 18hr straightly cuz that. but r
Jun 17
CHANGE
Dear Diary, im always thinking about a change in my life. i wanna seriously focus about my self cuz im gonna step into my 20s this yr. wanna be responsible to myself by myself.  haha another thing, im not joking. i need a partner to my
Jun 13
im gonn step into my 20s
this is a much needed selftalk. when i step into my 30s, i will see this oneday. i wanna have a self talk with my own about how my past 19yrs went on. i asked chatgpt to send me some points i should discuss with myself. i will mention them at the en
Jun 09
June 08, 2025
Dear Diary, I SLEPT A LOT THESE DAYS AND FEELS DAMNN GOOD!!!! yesterday i slept nearly 8 hours and today i slept for 10 hours. yes sleep is one of the most calming thing ever. feels like i could gain extra energy in both physically and mentally. i
Jun 08
June 06, 2025
Dear Diary,i saw him again at the class. my decision was bad. i didnt talk or even didnt smile at him. he is not the one who i expected. he doesnt have that qualties. i was completely wrong. i dont think i have much desire on him. anyways today i
Jun 05
i hate my mother - May 30, 2025
Dear Diary, if I'm wrong anyone make me change my mind. yes i hate my mom. back in 2020 when i was preparing for my secondary school finals, she used to tell me again and again and again that i wont get the higher marks if i study that way.
May 30
comeback? (May 28, 2025)
hey my loving diary, i feel really relieve after i told you what my mind bothering me to think alone. feels like im telling my stories to someone who care's me. who listens to me even i dont get back answers for these. lemme the story begin. so,
May 28
May 26, 2025
Dear Diary, ACADEMIC COMEBACK IS REAL !!!!!!
May 26
May 24, 2025
Dear Diary,today was normal day. i didnt attend the morning classes due to the perfectionism mattered.ifykyk. attended evening class.idk y i feel like my brain is something else and im in a wrong path. rained heavily.made myself a yummy dinner. and
May 24
May 23, 2025
Dear Diary,yesterday i slept around 2.30am. and today woke up at 6.25 for gym. came home around 11 and cleaned the messed up room and, sat to study at 1pm. but, couldnt focus. then my students came at 4pm. had to teach them 4-8pm.  i have migraine po
May 23
January 14, 2024
Dear Diary, Hi. It has been 2 years since I installed this app. I didn't know how I managed to survive all these yesrs. Eksaktong January 14 ko pa talaga ulit naisipan na iopen, without knowing na it was also the exact date kung kailan ko sinimu
Jan 14
Just Tired
Dear Diary, It's been a while since I last wrote to you. So many things happened in that time frame. Had some major changes in my life too. Thrown away some months; I had to deal it all alone. But yeah I'm still right here fightinv these silent
Sep 13
July 20, 2022
Dear Diary, Hey it's been a while since i last wrote here. I just let things to flow but you know things are still rough. I even made a voice message about ending my life. This unexplainable loneliness inside is slowly killing me day by day. I p
Jul 20
May 14, 2022
Hey there. I am not sure if 'tis a good thing but I noticed that I became more expressive these past few days. Am I starting to put down my guard and allowing people to crash down my walls? But you know what, I don't really want to open up to any
May 14
May 03, 2022
Dear Diary, What are you thinking?
May 03
Let it be.
Dear Diary, Reading stuff here has made me realize that I cannot fathom the amount of baggage people carry inside their hearts. I love you everyone.
Apr 15
April 09, 2022
Dear Diary, Why is it so hard for me to trust people? Believe me I have tried numerous times but I kept on stepping back midway, am I crazy?
Apr 09
6th April, 2022
Dear Diary, I don't know if she'll be able to figure out that this one is for her.  To my dear friend....  Hey we have been friends for more or less than 6 years already. I don't care even if you don't consider me as a friend at all, at lea
Apr 06
March 30, 2022
Dear G, I am in pain. I usually laugh a lot but I am not in a good condition. My head feels like spinning all the time and my mind is definitely a mess. I remember this question again from the book I read before; "Will i ever get out of this lab
Mar 30
March 25, 2022
Dear G, I am already tired doing favors for people who don't even make a slight effort for me. I was the one who initiated everything. I am already tired. I don't deserve this. I am not afraid to cut ties with people I have known for so long. I
Mar 25
March 23, 2022
Dear G, What an exhausting day! Do you think I made the right decision?
Mar 23
March 22, 2022
Dear G, Everything's fine.
Mar 21
March 03, 2022
Dear G, I surrender everything to you.
Mar 03
February 08, 2022
Dear G, This emptiness will never go away so I think I really should embrace it. I also start hearing voices, man I don't know anymore. Self-help books aren't a good help either.I was inspired for just a while but after that, I still feel empty.
Feb 08
February 02, 2022
Dear G, I think not all people kill themselves because they have a very fcked up day, I think it's the total opposite for some. Like for how so long you contained that void inside of you then one day everything feels like extraordinary; your
Feb 02
January 28, 2025
Dear Diary, Please help me, Lord.
Jan 28
November 20, 2024
Dear Diary, I think am in love but he is not yet ready for commitment.
Nov 20
October 28, 2024
Dear Diary, I am again feeling sad and standing again on my own solely.
Oct 28
September 18, 2024
Dear Diary, I feel so tired on everything.
Sep 18
July 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Starting to feel sad because of what happened. Its not easy to move forward because am really hurt and mad for him, not being man enough to stand and protect us from his self-entitled evil family.
Jul 01
June 28, 2024
Dear Diary, Am tired, I feel so sad.
Jun 28
April 03, 2024
Dear Diary, Feel so sad :'( Lord, please help me.
Apr 03
March 11, 2024
Dear Diary, Please let me love my self first and please help me to forget him. He even forgot or intentionally not to greet my daughter on her birthday. Chibai! Let his family suffers for separating my child to her father!
Mar 11
February 21, 2024
Dear Diary, Hoping for someone from God who will protect us and loving us unconditionally and free from destructors or manipulators.
Feb 21
February 21, 2024
Dear Diary, Today is my daughter's 17th birthday. Her first time to celebrate without her father.
Feb 21
January 10, 2024
Dear Diary, Hoping that I can feel my worth, value, and be loved.
Jan 10
January 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Lets start our year right! Moving forward. We will not become a victim of narcissistics again. No disrespectful, no drama. God will guide and protect us. We are no longer become slaves who need to move to other room to accommodate your
Jan 01
December 25, 2023
Dear Diary, I can now see how peaceful I am without a narcissist on my side. Moving forward! Happy Birthday Jesus! Merry Christmas.
Dec 25
December 23, 2023
Dear Diary, Feelind sad... I want to feel loved, respected, protected, and secured. I want to survive.
Dec 23
December 22, 2023
Dear Diary, Made sleep over with my female friend who comfort me. The pain still exists but hardly trying to move forward. Hoping for someone who will take care of me, protect me, and make me feel secure.
Dec 22