DOPA's Dear Diary

Index
July 19, 2020
Dear Diary, It was nice here. It was my only peace from home..but I’m leaving. I don’t know why. I just want to. I think I don’t like the feeling of peace.  Advice: Liars are everywhere & everyone. But most importantly The biggest lair is me. :) By
Jul 19
July 17, 2020
Dear Diary, I went back home. The police found my fake clues and actually thought I left London. I went back home bc I didn’t have enough money. I only brought 50 pounds. Well I’m not the best at planning. That’s more of a psychopaths job.   I got m
Jul 17
July 14, 2020
Dear Diary, Nobody has found me yet. It’s been 12 hours since I left. I’m right now in a café. With internet. Im wearing my brothers brown hat and grey sweats and my black sweater. I’m trying to pass for a boy so I don’t get raped. All my hair is ins
Jul 15
July 14, 2020
Dear Diary, I always feel numb. But I like it. That’s all I’ve really felt. It’s all I’ve been taught to feel.  How do you hate someone you’ve been taught your whole life to love?  Yes, i can love.  I do love people. But it’s really hard not to u
Jul 15
July 13, 2020
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Jul 14
July 13, 2020
Dear Diary, I’ve never understood why people jump up n down when they get good news. Or clap there hands. Like does that make the good news better? Like why?  Or when someone dies. Like don’t tell me. I get so annoyed. I just see that as attentio
Jul 13
July 13, 2020
Dear Diary, people say we lack remorse, empathy & guilt like it’s a bad thing. Why? Like I don’t feel guilt for what I do. I feel sorry for the people that feel guilty.
Jul 13
July 12, 2020
Dear diary, this is so dumb. One time a girl in my gr.8 science class told me i need to “express my feelings more” is she dumb? She is. Bc no one is smarter then me in class. Anyhow that’s not the point the point is. Even my teachers tell me that I n
Jul 13
July 12, 2020
Dear Diary, uh hey? I don’t really like to write. I’m more of a reading person..but I’ll try. Next year I’m going to high school. I’m asked what I’ll be most excited for..the library. I can’t wait for the library and to read. It’s better then the rea
Jul 13
December 12, 2023
Dear Diary, Aaj ka din mera bohot sahi gaya , jahan maths me backlog ka mountain ban chuka tha aur kuchh samajh nahi aata tha , and infact today I was one of those students who noticed teacher's mistake 😃
Dec 12
December 11, 2023
Dear Diary, Abhi tak lag raha tha ki sab theek hi to chal raha hai , I completely moved on but I lost everything Maine outsiders se doori banaake rakhi thi kyuki mujhe time chahiye tha sab logon se for healing my self, I was really fucked up ,
Dec 10