Hey guys I decided to tell you all about my full love life so you can understand better my other blogs

My first love was a boy named Carlos

He was also my longest relationship we were together for almost 5 years

But he broke up with me in 2020

Then I met a boy named Michael

I had a huge crush on him but at this time I had a very toxic bff that always made fun of me in front of him so I changed school

At my new school (there were I still go) I meet another boy named Alex

I had some confidence and wrote him

Slowly we started going out and on the first time we went out he didn't tell me to take my bicycle but he had his so he asked me if I want to climb on his so he can drive me

We went out a lots of times

One time I told him that I like him and he told me he would like to be in a relationship with me but it is to quick

But one day he texted me "lets not be friends anymore"

I cried the whole night

Well then the next year at school a boy came new in our class

It was Michael and he had a huge glow up

I was directly in love again

A few weeks ago I saw how he was looking at m e across the classroom

Well but then I got a little crush on another boy from my class

The best friend of Alex

So I let it be

But now a few months ago I saw Luke and I think he likes me too

I mean a few days ago we had religion class and his class needed to go in our room because the teacher was sick

and he was a few sits in front of me

He turned back multiple times and looked at me or he talked with a friend of his and looked at me with his eye corner

A few days ago I found his Snapchat

well I actually searched it so it says there that i have been looking for this name

He didn't accept yet

I hope he will

Today at the first brake me and Luke looked at each other again

After the brake we had English and I looked at some random thing and thought about Luke and smiled

My bff asked me why am I smiling and i told her that I remember how my father fall over

At the second brake me and Luke looked at each other again but not for long because Daniel was in front of me

I asked Daniel if he has the Instagram of Marcel the boy that is in love with Luke but Daniel Sayed no

I asked the my Marcel is so alone

Daniel Sayed because Luke friend zoned him because he like someone other

and then Daniel Sayed that Luke probably likes another boy from his friend group

but I don't think so :)

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