Wishfullust's Dear Diary

I was told years ago that the lump near my c section scar was scar tissue, normal. Years later it’s grown and it hurts. Going to the doctor tomorrow. I’m scared, but also a low key hypochondriac so maybe it’s just been swollen?

I don’t think I can be in a relationship right now, I have to become happy by myself first. I also think I like being alone too much for one, maybe that’s why my serious relationships haven’t lasted. It would still be nice to have someone want you th

Hey. My kid has a friend over for the night, and they are driving me crazy. Not my daughter, but her friend is. She’s loud and talks a mile a minute and doesn’t really take no for an answer, she’ll keep begging. I’m blessed that my daughter is so wel

Hey. I love taking pictures… but they are a blessing and a curse. Scrolling back to when I still had a husband, and my dog. It’s crazy how different my life was.  When he left, he left his dog, he abandoned us. There was no way I could handle a 80lb

Hey you, after having my first physical interaction since my split with my husband, I decided to act like a high schooler and doodle words in bubble letters while I was on the phone with a friend. I wrote my my name first and then added ‘gave a blowj

Hey you. I got kissed for the first time since separating from my husband a year ago. I was nervous for nothing. I felt alive. I didn’t want it to end. I don’t remember my husband kissing that passionately, hence the separation. Well that’s not why,