Akash's Dear Diary

Index
February 15, 2025
Dear Diary, Few People are really miscreant. They speak negative, neither understand nor the response is bearable. How to handle these miscreants?
Feb 15
January 04, 2023
Dear Diary, I have to be relaxed in all the situation. Otherwise i may go crazy.
Jan 04
August 22, 2022
Dear Diary, Yesterday my incharge called and said that you have posted the result in the wrong group. Although she was not right but i felt that this doubt that someone doubt me so easily has been created by me only in long run. So i am the only re
Aug 22
August 22, 2022
Dear Diary, What is enlightenment ? Who can be called enlightened. I want to make points and make people aware.
Aug 22
August 13, 2022
Dear Diary, I am learning to trigger heart not mind, specially when i see women. And i want people to learn this as well. Life is beautiful when one grows gracefully.   Your Friend
Aug 13
August 11, 2022
Dear Diary, I want love, and friendship but seems lack of people
Aug 11
August 07, 2020
Dear Diary, I feel boared, everything is just making me unhappy.
Aug 07
June 11, 2024
Dear Diary, She wants to breath. To know she's alive. Nothing.
Jun 11
June 10, 2024
Dear Diary, Why are all the avatars smiling? And just vary in position of eyes and mouth and color combos? No serious avatars. Somewhat upsetting but so trivial. What's the point in being mad? Stop being mad, you stupid b*tch.  Please excuse
Jun 11
June 10, 2024
Dear Diary, She wants to be heard.  She's screaming but it's into the void. No one hears her.  She has this need to be wanted but who wants this? This broken body? This broken mind? This shattered life? Just be thankful. Just
Jun 11
October 21, 2023
I was told years ago that the lump near my c section scar was scar tissue, normal. Years later it’s grown and it hurts. Going to the doctor tomorrow. I’m scared, but also a low key hypochondriac so maybe it’s just been swollen?
Oct 21
October 14, 2023
I don’t think I can be in a relationship right now, I have to become happy by myself first. I also think I like being alone too much for one, maybe that’s why my serious relationships haven’t lasted. It would still be nice to have someone want you th
Oct 15
October 13, 2023
Hey. My kid has a friend over for the night, and they are driving me crazy. Not my daughter, but her friend is. She’s loud and talks a mile a minute and doesn’t really take no for an answer, she’ll keep begging. I’m blessed that my daughter is so wel
Oct 14
October 12, 2023
Hey. I love taking pictures… but they are a blessing and a curse. Scrolling back to when I still had a husband, and my dog. It’s crazy how different my life was.  When he left, he left his dog, he abandoned us. There was no way I could handle a 80lb
Oct 12
October 12, 2023
Hey you, after having my first physical interaction since my split with my husband, I decided to act like a high schooler and doodle words in bubble letters while I was on the phone with a friend. I wrote my my name first and then added ‘gave a blowj
Oct 12
October 11, 2023
Hey you. I got kissed for the first time since separating from my husband a year ago. I was nervous for nothing. I felt alive. I didn’t want it to end. I don’t remember my husband kissing that passionately, hence the separation. Well that’s not why,
Oct 11