Dear Diary,

Hi! How's it going? I just opened an account here in the TOD. Actually I'm a bit drunk. Is the term tipsy? I don't really know. I can't ask anyone cause i drank secretly. I just 2 1/4 glasses of alcohol but i already feel drunk. My head is spinning and my body feels very light. I actually feel happy? I can't think of the right term. I tried to drink cause i was too happy. I feel sweet and happy after watching a K-drama. To some people might find it a little too much but to me K-drama is my happiness. Stopping it is like cutting my life in half. I don't really how i got so hooked up by this addiction. Am i weird? I feel so delightful 🥰 that's why i tried to drink alcohol though I'm not supposed to drink even a sip. Now that i think of it. I'm still single while all the people beside me already have their special someone. I'm not trying to rush but at the same time i feel being in a relationship requires a lot of responsibility. And I can't do that 😹.. i actually don't know why. But in my eyes, being in a relationship is a responsibility you must always attend to and I'm too lazy to do that. I want to meet someone already but at the same time I'm afraid and kinda refusing it. Ha..... Will i ever be alble to fall inlove???

Well that's it for today! Goodnight! I feel really sleepy now.

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