Dear Diary,

All these Korean dramas make me feel that my life will also be similar to them. But in reality, no. My life will never have a prince charming to come and save me from this harsh world, neither is my dad a hotshot CEO of any company. I know my life won't be smooth, it's gonna have many ups and downs. Why don't I see any ups though? No, everything is okay now. I'm not depressed or anything (strong enough to handle all that); I'm glad nothing bad is happening, but nothing good is happening either. I should be grateful for whatever I have now, I get it, even then I want to be happy about something special. When I say this to people, they say "you should thank god for surviving one more day. girl don't be greedy." Oh no I'm not greedy. It's been 2 years since I last had something good to celebrate. My life has become so monotonous that I'm really tired of it. I have been told just to study, and not think of anything else, but do you really expect me to follow that? I'm a teenager for god's sake, I go through stuff people don't know about. Maybe my parents forgot what it was like to be a teen. I understand their point of view but why don't they understand mine? Please y'all I'm just so tired, I don't want to go on.
GOD HELP ME IM BEGGIN

Yours, RM ♡

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