Tonotbescared's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I am exactly where I’m supposed to be.  The person I’ve always dreamt of being, I finally am, AND more. ❤️✨ —————————————————————— If anyone is reading this, work on becoming that version of yourself you’ve always thought

Dear Universe, For 2021, I want the following dreams & plans to come to fruition……. - Find love thats true in it’s entirety and is fulfilling and motivating - Graduate Flatiron School - Get a Software Engineering job - Save money - Conti

Dear Diary, I trust you with my heart because I trust myself.

Dear Diary, I guess this quarter of 2020 is meant for healing for me personally.  How long have I been this way?  Viewing life in retrospect you really start to see all the years you’ve been in autopilot.

Dear Diary, Reflecting back on my childhood abuse. Today it finally set in for me that a part of me is empty and longs for love. The love of family..Chosen family of course (bc the people related to me are shit)... A number of people that collec

10:40am Dear Diary, Speaking on my childhood.. it makes me fucking mad. The abuse I’ve endured makes me fucking mad. The people who knew and did NOTHING make me fucking mad and I would spit on their graves if I could.  Coming from a mother

Dear Diary, i need to start forgiving myself for mistakes i have in situations so she stops going thru it again trying to make it right.

Dear Diary, i am weak, every little step away from you, causes panic and shakes i couldn't seem to control, i would gladly sleep away my pain, but how can i when you haunt me in my dreams, and wake me up with my heart banging my chest, and mo

Dear Diary, to not be scared anymore, being alone might be scary, but that's like the coolest shit ever. p.s i am still scared.