Dear Diary,

THE DEPTH OF DECEIT AND DECEPTION GOES BACK TO BEFORE THE TALE OF THE GARDEN OF EDEN.. Satan masqueraded as GOD AND THE LORD. He told Eve if she ate from the tree of knowledge she would die.. then Satan's brother the snake said, 'he said you would die.. and it's not true.' So they bit and saw their sin in disobedience but knew . Satin then proceeded to hi-jack us and shut us down to default.. we've been worshiping the dark all along.. we denounce Jesus's sanctity by drinking his blood and by eating his flesh. He who has ruled the earth, gave us an instruction book full of truths and ommissions.. and down right lies. Kidnapped us after warring with the angels. Performed a lobotomy on us turning the electrical system to our benevolent intelligent quantum creator off thru our light chakras so we would answer only unto Lucifer and not know of our divinity and creative potential. Jesus said we can turn water into wine and then walk on it.. We were used as slaves mining for monotomic gold.. or manna.. (is the gold particles in the air that engage our connection to source and what they're lacking in their atmosphere and can magically retain it.) Anu/Satan/Lucifer.. The fallen seed, the punishing spirit God of the old testament, has started his own race of beings.. The Annunaki. The giant demi gods were his demons? His family? It's out there.. We were larger people and lived a lot longer.. but we and Gaia were still sinking into the 3rd and lower dimensions ie.. a lower vibration, as if we didn't have enough stupidity issues and on top of that literally we had to live in these Adam/Eve Cadman Light Bodies 11 as an avatar under a programmed holographic dome evil matrix.. Hell yeah.. I think earth's flat! I always thought it was FLAT! My thinking is pointing me to the matrix becoming fully engaged after the flood.. cause planet x woulda trashed it for sure.. I think our creator caused the flood.. I don't think Satan had that authority and our God was fed up.. gathered up the dice and threw them again.. Planet X is the Annunaki's solar system that runs in an elliptical circle around the earth and sun.. it's our twin sun.. uncanny right? It comes around every 2800 years roughly and kicks some royal ass.. at least this time it will.. the 2 ages prior, Taurus then Saturn.. i have no idea of their plight but we were all in huge productions of Angel Boot Camp.. Plaidians were here in Taurus and the Arctarians here in the age of Saturn. This was all a master plan of our creator.. a set plan with potentials.. we were given faith to rise above the crap on this beautiful planet of free will. Earth is known as the living library all over our universe. Beings from other planets have been bringing plant and animal specimens since ever.. beings don't die in spirit they just move into another demension.. up or down are our options.. dont know about the rest.. i do know we are in fact the gold of the multiverse.. us and others very similar to us.. smarter and sexier.. don't worry.. being upgraded now.. we are of the creator.. we live forever unlike others and don't have to practice magic.. we are magic.. of the finest quality of course.. finer than the most luxurious French perfume or the Hope Diamond. He is a techno magician master of all.. We are spirit beings with the God spark in a vast multi verse of possibilities.. we are going to heal the world and all the children and chill out in our rocking new light bodies for a thousand years they say and then chose our next path.. We are light fractals of source.. he/she experiences all of life, physical and non physical thru his creations... The universe is divided into two.. a doer for yourself or a doer for others.. if you really think about both of those now separated intentions... you can clearly see the epic failure of the fighting, stealing, deceitful evil dark side when all they have is each other to get over on.. and looking at the light side.. the bright side, you can see forward movement and loving momentum .. hell when S/he.. (ladies before gentlemen).. did separate us and divided our tongues cause things were nutz back then.. 17 kinds of humans running around.. caniblistic giants, Zygoats, freaky 4th dimensional beings.. people up out of the ground.. damn dinosaurs even at the beginning! Apparently UFO's dropped by often and evil alchemy reined.. Atlantis was ready to blast us off the planet. Universally that's a no no.. weapons that will effect the galaxy and the universe are now always disarmed by the Angels.. Universal devine law prohibits intereference in free will. Its our bootcamp afterall.. Unbelievable how stupid we have been.. i mean i know we were clise to unconscious but for God Sakes!!! The sacral base chakra holds our innate default of right and wrong.. and we just blew it off constantly.. if sedentary people would shut off dancing with the baby fuckers and start investigating life just a little.. what they'll uncover will blow them away.. it's the best knees ever.. I'm an angel.. like I said.. I know the bars getting lowered,.. I get to live forever and with the new God matrix training wheels up to assist our transition I get to party hard for a while and get with my real life again.. I can't wait to see my damn boyfriend.. I choose a soulmate over a twin flame.. I bet twin flames are over too.. thank god.. my twin flame, my evil black hearted wicked sister will lose all her evil.. I was hoping she wouldn't make it but she might.. They say "everyone will go". Go where is my question.. still some grey areas.. hoping this will further advance my efforts of finding my truth. I never want to see that bitch in this or any other lifetime so idk AA Michael. She holds evil on a pedistool and preaches their false narritives.. She boasts that SHES A LIBERAL!!! She is a loose cannon on humanity. She operates fromz a poisoned mind from alcohol and dark thoughts.. gas lights and manipulates and for some reason she is so led astray as to think I'm her project or that she's my fucking "elder" when i have stayed free and clear of that narcistic bitch for 35 years! She has no life.. no children.. just rips old people off and drinks and fights with her gay tomatoe headed boyfriend every night.. about the same damn thing. I stayed with her for a couple of months.. a couple of years ago. She threw plant saucers at me and hit me.. that was it.. she reported it to the police and evicted me from her house. It was self defense.. that was the second time.. the first time the fat Sal jumped on me inside and I didn't feel like killing her that night so I let it go.. she was drunk... again.. she has since informed all the cousins, family members, friends and anyone who would listen to her pack of lies.. I figure those fools aren't worth their salt anyhow.. fuck em My whole family thinks I'm some kind of idk what.. I've never liked the lot of em really.. snotty judge assholes. I've broke my back and neck and had a major stroke and thru up counted 30 times when I was 14 and walked away from it. My mother saw the accident, the nighbor told her i slept without stirring 3 solid days while we were camping.. that was after i had the actual stroke down the street in the movie theatre.. mary wasnt going to help me she woulda left me for dead out there in the pool if my mom wouldn't have jumped in. I've always had a really strong survivor instinct for that wasn't my first brush with the other side.. my life's never been the same since then.. I dropped out of school.. no great loss, while looking for love in a wrong place at age 18 i got hepatitus B from sleeping with one of the better kids of the lake.. no doctor would treat me then either.. i interruped his PSU butt fucking football game he told me I was pregnant even tho I hadn't had sex in 3 months and pushed me out the door. My glands were like golf balls, my eyes and skin glowed yellow and my crap was WHITE! I have been thru so may literal nightmares with incompetence from doctors its a epic wonder im actually here. Then i got late neuroligical lyme disease at age 27.. and that really fucked me up.. in fact 23 years later here and im still looking for a gun.. none of my family will acknowledge any of my life.. theyve been harder to get over than the bioweapons. Now i have a new one of them too.. or it just manifested with the energy.. higher energy of the planet??? Probably the microwaving energy of 5g that activates the off planet rope worms under my skin and all thru my body.. yes.. things are getting even better.. but like i said.. i have evolved from a victimhood state of consciousness to omg.. you coulnt hurt ME!! IF YOU TRIED!!! I AM SO MUCH MORE THAN MY HOT BOD.. THO I DO LIKE ME AND HOPE I CAN TAKE HER ALONG.. TO A LIGHT CITY THAT IS.. OVER THE EARTH NOW...

I've got some hole patching to get on for my story.. I thought writing it down would be a giant affair.. the simpler it becomes the simpler it becomes.. every God magnetic piece goes with innate authority to its rightful place in the quantum puzzle I have constructed called my life.. the hot snake rose in my spine and i blissfully purred in the sunshine for sum quantum moments.. Ive seen thru my third eye only for a moment and knew everything all at once. It's about how we effect others.. It's all about seeing the absolute best in every living thing if it's there to see... it's all about the regenerative and soul shaking power of unconditional love.. the lion will lay with the lamb.. and I need another labotomy if I have to reside anywhere close to "Lori". Epic stinking cunt.. it would take a true miracle and even the thought of that repulses me.. but I see miracles happen everyday now. I already approached her with forgiveness and she was a cunt..

I've done my job here Scotty.. Beam me UP!

Meyyes's Dear Diary