Warriorsadlovestory+_•'s Dear Diary

Lord,  heal me. 😭

Dear Diary, #10 I find it hard to deal myself then it tends to be difficult to others. I’m an over thinker and sensitive which helps me to be more isolated. They said that you should love yourself more, I do. But how can I express it?

Dear Diary, 08  It’s really true that once you get older, your circle will be smaller. Fewer people, less drama. I haven’t had social media 4 years now and still I’m glad that I haven’t. I miss old days. I miss the innocence. I miss the laughter t

Dear Diary, 07 I’m broke. They said that a hungry stomach, an empty pocket and a broken heart will teach you most important lesson in life. Maybe I’m in that scenario, but I’m 31! Where will I ever learn? What kind of pain I should experienced to

Dear Diary, #o6 How I wish he would stay. How I wish the happiness of us being together will be a sweet memory and will bring more joy to the both of us. I am caught up in between of letting him go or not. I love him but we can’t never be.

Dear Diary, #5 I know he’s cheating. We are not in relationship. Why I’m letting myself to be involve to this situation where from the start I knew where it’ll go? I’m not just blind but also stupid. Need some thing to knock some senses in me. 🤕

Dear Diary, #04 I terribly miss my mom. God sent angels to meet her when she’s turning 47. I still envy those people who had a loving mom with them. I wish she’ll happily visited me in my dreams. ❤️😿

Dear Diary, 03 Today is his birthday. I greeted him. I told him how much I love him though I know that’s it’s unrequited love. One day, I know this will evaporate. My feelings and situation that I am with him but at least, I didn’t regret any

Dear Diary, 02 I sometimes consume by jealousy and it affects my relationship. Actually, it’s not that relationship but the situationship of having a sex buddy. I hate when I’m getting attached to him. He’s not admitting but I know he has someone el