Dear Diary,

I have a boyfriend and we've been talking for almost two to three weeks only. I like him or at least I think I do, then I don't know if I really love him. Sometimes I do, sometimes not really. I haven't been so certain about things when it comes to him.

I'm the type of lover to shower someone with my love and no one has ever doubted the attention and care that I give to them ever before. When I care I don't have to say it, you will feel it.

Now I fear that we're rushing a little bit and I might get ahead of myself. Especially since I give a lot. I figure I really should let him do his part too. He never asked me what I wanted for christmas while I'm already saving up for a gift for him. He tells me about his intentions on a daily basis and somehow I also fear that the feeling won't last for us bc we immediately know everything abt each other. When there's no more curiosity the sparks get colder. I'm afraid of that as well.

This may be the reason why people say relationships are only good in the beginning. Will I also be having that with him even though he tells me he's the type to never change?

Satria baja hitam's Dear Diary