Dear Diary,

I’ve been delaying writing this for a long time. I’m so done with what’s going on right now in the world. I’ve had enough and I can’t handle it any longer. I don’t even know what I’m writing now; I’m just letting all of this get out of my system. I’ve had enough. This woman, who is my mother, is so incredibly frustrating and annoying. It’s shocking how much I’ve had to put up with her antics and her favoritism towards her beloved son. For the past three months, I’ve been trapped in this house and can’t escape this hellhole. It’s so infuriating that I don’t even know what to do. My anxiety gets triggered at times, but I’ve had it under control for the past few weeks. Honestly, I don’t know how to get out of this place. I’m so done with their discrimination and bullshit all the time. It’s completely unacceptable.

Earlier, my mother’s biasness wasn't apparent, but now the audacity is that she doesn’t even bother to hide it. She openly gives him extra food and serves him multiple meals a day while I’m starving in the same small house. She buys clothes for him on multiple occasions without any consideration for me. I’m living in this situation, and it’s unbearable.

Ciell's Dear Diary