I don't know where to start.

She ruined our family, she cheated on my dad, she left him all alone taking my sister and I with her, she lived her life as if she never had a husband before, she got pregnant and she moved far away.

She never was a mother to begin with and now she wants me to love her and what ?

Same goes for u big sister. U were violent with me, u were scary tbh. It felt like even when I was tryin' to get close to u, u would just push me away, hit me and all. But I still wanted to be close to u but now when people talk about "mother and sister" I don't even think about you. I just have a dad, and HE loves me. I forget little by little every memories of both of u.

Maybe u are great people in others stories, but not in mine.

So let's just forget each others. U are not even here with me to begin with so what's the difference ?

The only thing that'll miss me is the child u had with the person u replace my dad with even tho u were still with him. The only thing I can think about is: how disgusting u are and how much I used to hate u. Now I just feel like ur someone, a human being but that's it. And it's perfect that way, so let's keep it like that.

Happy New Year, "mother", "sister".

(Two words without any meaning)

Rogue writer's Dear Diary