Stupendous Sushi's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I'm studying I'm going to the gym I'm going out I'm hanging out with the right people I'm eating well. So why do I feel like something's missing On top of all that, the guilt of feeling this despite having the life others would desire

I'm not as strong as I woulda liked to be in life I want to be more than what I am rn and I accept the consequences of asking for more Lemme have it xD