Days's Dear Diary

Dear Unknown, its been so hard for me to live anymore. every time my life is going well theres always something that ruins it. not to also mention that i only have 3 friends now. i miss my old friends so much, but their moms told them not to talk to

As far as mental health goes - today wasn't terrible. I've admitted to myself that since I've gone off my "calm down and be a normal" pills I was absolutely fine for about a month. Then the last few days I'm getting the old familiar... craziness back

Today was a very off day. I woke up annoyed. I started a fight with my husband over nothing... I even told him I had a dream that he left me and took all our dogs and ran off and became a bodybuilder. Which isn't even true. I didn't dream that. Wtf? 

It's days like today that really make me appreciate Winter. Today has been insane hot. And because of all the dogs we have here it makes it even worse - because we can't get them out long enough to exercise them properly. And so they aren't out enoug