Dear Diary,

Few days, i really lived. I lived and i dint care.

We went to granny's again today.

Chaithanya sang songs. Meera did fly on my bike 😂😂.

I compiled gc_decode successfully today. That was one happy moment. I compiled a project using c++. Even did a pull request. The repo guy was very helpful, he pointed me to the right direction. People are always very helpful to me. Thank God 😀

Granys-

Its a beautiful caffe. There is an aunty and and uncle and their daughter shivani. Aunty is always very cheerful, and uncle, he makes sketches and paintings, ohh my god.. they are so real. I wonder if he would feel like god sometimes, he can create faces.

They decorated the entire caffe by themselves. It looks very pretty. The chairs, the lights, cushions, plants, everything. It inspires me so much to start the caffe. I thought about it, i think i can do it now, i have seen it , if arvind can do it, if she can do it, i can do it too. I would just have to give it time. And i think its fine, i need not start right now, right now let me do other things and then maybe in few years when i am totally bored i can do it. Its fine. No rush.

I like the walks in night. Winter is coming now. You know how much i like the chill. I just feel like walking. I wonder if without friends, without company also it would be this beautiful. Right now It all feel so happy duppy =D

Full moon is coming, and even yesterday it was so beautiful.Moon surrounded in clouds. and there is this burning edges (You know those brown edges around the clouds surrounding the moon). It was so beautiful, i wish i could sketch that. Or atleast take a photo. But with my camera photos dont come that good. Yeah about that, i want to take a full frame camera now. But its just too expensive =D.

Coming home, on my bike, i cannot tell you how ecstatic it was. In the chill, i am just going on a constant speed, straight long road. Whistling and singing. Hey Jude. It feel like, like, you know...just keep going =D. By the time i reached home, i was laughing like Bob Marley, felt so high, just with the winds =D.

Anyway, See you later.

❤️

Depression's Dear Diary