Dear Diary,

Hii

It was a fine day.

Raat ko few people wished me sbse phle yo Vishal Sehrawat then Shivesh (as I don't like to talk to him) then Praveen usse toh baat bhi hua baki formality wala msg aaya Nishant ka atleast aaya toh and Hrishabh ka aaya msg.

Maine Veer se expect kiya tha ki wo wish krega nahi kiya toh maine hi kr diya abhi raat ko.

Sham ko Dr Rahul Ranjan ka msg aaya aj fir unhone ne bola that he has always liked me, etc. It was nice talking to him after a long time.

Aur kisi se bhi expect kiya tha happy new year ka text but aaya nahi mtlb pta tha nahi aayega but fir bhi ( uske doston ki pics dekhi maine, phle to lgta tha ki uska ek dost hai wo bht dil khol k hasta hai acha lgta tha dekh kr but fir kl realise hua wo log high rhte hain us time isliye itta khushi aata hai photos me, pta nahi I just didn't like that hookah wali photo tb se hai mann me ki kisi na kisi tarah kuch toh bolungi)

Waise maine soch liya hai jo log mujhe 2020 mile hain unko 2020 me chhodh diya maine mtlb ki agar samne se baat kre toh thik otherwise I will try to stay disconnected waise bhi usko toh ghanta hi fark padta hai. Phle sb pichhe aate hain then bol do ki haan I also like you toh fir akad bhaisahab kis chiz ka god knows.

The only thing I will try nowadays is to stay away from toxic people, it's just so bad for my mental health.

And yes aj workout bhi kiya bhale se 30 mins k aas pas hi kiya but ki toh sahi atleast a start once again.

Padhai to aj bhi nhi kr payi

Exam k liye bs 4 din hai, " the day sbse important exam hai" kl poori koshish rahegi padhne ki focus k sath.

Goodnight

Duday Llyn 's Dear Diary