Flawed Angel's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I'm fedup of life.  I don't want to try anymore.

Dear Diary, I was so mentally drained. I need some sex. Idk I just need a fwb at this point really. I dont want a boyfriend. I give up on getting a husband. Fuck that.life is just shit. I'm going to simply enjoy mines and try again in the next 20 y

Dear Diary, Okay... I'm going to take a bit in everything like a meal and leave a bit in everything back... so I don't crave anything...

Dear Diary, I am always on edge with work and bill payments. I can work harder and get money faster but something about not having it or getting it last minute... I feel a rush... what kind of habits did I develop in life. I've been evicted from ev

Dear Diary, I just ordered a 6 piece wings from dominoes with wedges and a juice and parmeasean garlic twists... I'll leave the twists for breakfast and have the wings alone tonight... I'll have the wedges for lunch tomorrow. Hopefully I can contro

Dear Diary, I'm actually dreading lunch... I haven't eaten lunch yet... I dont want to.. I hate eating... God... I'll just have some water and sleep it off till later.

Dear Diary, I made it through day 1.i had a good day. I woke up my lips dry and dark and my tongue white. I'm dehydrated.  I started drinking coffee and water this morning. A need a good laxative every morning. But I have to remember to drink water

Dear Diary, Ate some chicken breast and bread.  I made it through today.  I'm happy. I'm struggling with the urge to binge on cereal right now. But I won't do it.  I'm done letting this fat bully me now. I'm gonna get fit like a model. 💕

Dear Diary, I had oats this morning for breakfast after I started feeling light headed. I need to increase my water intake for sure. Everything else so far is fine.

Dear Diary, Relationship wise. I feel uncomfortable with my body so I don't let anyone touch me. Who wants to fuck a fat pig. I keep thinking to myself. I don't deserve sex. I'm too fat for that. I don't deserve it at all. I'm glad I found this sit

Dear Diary, I'm starting my journey to lose 80lbs finally. Im going to be 130lbs. I'm not going to be the fattest in the room anymore. My friends think I'm fat. They try to cover me from people. I can tell they're ashamed of me. I hate having a big