Rubby's Dear Diary

Jealousy, Jealousy

It's 8/11, the super full moon. I would've fasted today, but unfortunantely I didn't I actually ended up over eating, and I accidently ate meat. I feel so disgusting, not even for overeating alone, but because I overate and tuned out so much that I d

GIRL, I got tea for you guys. Kinda. I think I want to start an onlyfans. Let me explain: I love dancing, and I love sensuality. I don't wanna be on there fucking my boyfriend, I just want to dance. It doesn't even have to be like "sexy" dancing. I'v

"Get out" by Jojo has been the theme of today. That and "Soy El Unico" by Yaritza Martinez. An open letter to my current, stupid boyfriend (who's not stupid at all, I just say stupid because he makes me so angry and gives me so much pain. Meanwhile h

WOW this feels kinda cool. I intend for this to be both VERY public, but also very personal. So if you're reading this, hi. Welcome to my life!  I don't wanna scare anyone off with a huge boring life story, they'll be plenty of those of I keep this