Dear Diary,

Last four days i Was in bangalore, on Thursday morning dawrani messaged, kab aa rahe ho, Aaj? I said haan.

I was much needed break. From work.

We drank, we smoked and we laughed. Bullet, car, bangalore weather and having a bhabhi. ❤️❤️❤️

I realized, we are able tochill somuch because we have money in our pockets. Its essential.

I feel we are soooo lucky to be able to afoord the luxury to chill. At the same time, feeling i need to chill more (not me exactly, but people keep telling me otherwise i'll gwt older too soon).

I missed her soo much. I stared at her photo, the memories are fading slowly.

But i think now i am reaching to understand a bitter lesson of this world, as if its umfolding slowly in front of me. I have known this always but have hoped otherwise. Trusted that god has planned a surprise for me in the end. I don't know now.

Maybe i am overthinking and its all because of the songs. I have to stay positive for life. I want to see jow it unfolds. Plus i already got so many things i wished for. So many thongs, i should be happy.

I think i should travel more often, meet more people . Do more things i enjoy doing.

Goodnight!!!

Jessi S's Dear Diary