Dear Diary,

Evening naps are best. I love the feeling of that sukoon. The weather is perfect, the light from my new lamp in the hall is so soo, make me feel good.

The short dreams I have in the evening naps make me feel as if its all so beautiful. I like everything now. I also feel closer to her. As if our hearts are skipping a beat to pair with each other. Of course i know, it's what i feel, I don't know if the universe can connect two hearts like that and if she could feel it too at the same time.

She is going to Jammu and probably stay there for few days. I wish i could do it too. But i can't right now. I miss her, of course i miss her, but that isn't the only thing when i have to take a deep breath and just accept it.

Yesterday i was missing shyam too a lot. How we worked together at times and how he solved the problems, he understood us, he was jolly. I know we can never fill the gap. I'll always miss him, but i have to take a deep breath. And say to myself. Its life.

We don't have control over many things.

I watched this movie - The Intern Today.

I liked Ben's character. I want to be old and be able to live, walk and see the world. (I know I always wanted to be less attached with life, but I am falling for it now). I want to live and live healthily. But i don't know if I'll be able to.

Today i saw a video of github copilot solving Hard level problems on leetcode. I mean.. :O :O. If we are only waiting we are waiting as fools while looking at the clock ticking. It's going to explode.

We are living ignoring a fire right outside our house. And the wind is too fast.

It won't take more than a year or two. The landscape is going to change. Programmers like us won't be valued much. And the dream of me sitting in my cafe in Manali while part-time working on a side project. I now know, that's not going to happen. For sure.

I don't know what the human race is going to evolve into. But our generation is going to face serious problems. As we grow old our jobs will be replaced by machines. And we are going to be unemployed. One can argue that it cant happen so easily, But I think it is going to. Sooner than we expected. We need to prepare.

The GPT3 i think is disastrous (certainly for many employments), it destroys jobs of writers, programmers. And now they are training a GPT like a model on images. Don't know how many more jobs can it affect. Until now I was a pro-technology, but i think now i can realize the pain of so many people who lost their jobs because of technology.

It looks scary.

Sayonara 😴😴😴

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