Wzd_anoscha's Dear Diary

I am feeling anxious in social contact. Not always but sometimes.  I am questioning myself, my behaviour, my look.  I don't want to feel this way. What am I doing wrong? I have to relax. Maybe I should less questioning myself and trust my flow.

This week I decided to rest. No goals just chill. It was good for a while. Then it became torture. At some point it felt meaningless.  Today I felt the worst and it actually helped me. It helped me realise that you need challenges. Like I said: With