MilkyWay's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Morninng. -  I'm about to start getting ready for work but I wanted to say my first hello. I've contemplated writing for sometime now. I have in the past and it never last long or gets me anywhere so I stop pretty quickl

Why are things so hard? Are they really hard or am I just stupid? I wish I knew how to solve them all. I wish there were at least one person who is with me. I wish I could see the sky from the window. I don't like to feel like rubbish, but I'm so lef

Not sure if I have the courage to change. I want to change myself, have to change myself. Cannot stay here any longer. It's a waste of time staying here. Please grant me the courage to step out, to change, to create, to build, and to connect.