GlowUpBarbie's Dear Diary

I had 5 panic attacks today and i haven't recovered from them yet. I feel like i was runnig for hours but i sat on the b...

Dear Diary, Iam thinking about sharing my story on youtube. BUT without showing my face and body because i feel so ugl...

Dear Diary, I can't take this pain anymore. I was so hopeful because of my appointment for today but at the end i went...

Dear Diary, Negative self talk and a self doubt is as normal to me as drinking water every day. No matter how many sel...

Dear Diary, Finally i survived another day. I had several mental breakdowns again and i always try so hard to not cry...

Dear Diary, Sometimes i feel like i will never find happiness and live a life without depression and anxiety. Everythi...

Dear Diary, I need professional help. I can't deal with this flashbacks anymore. Flashbacks about what my abusive Ex-b...

I feel so empty and i am sick of trying. Everything seems so hopeless. I wish that i could stop feeling so much. I hate...

I feel so alone and everything is so hopeless. Every day i feel more and more depressed. I am crying like a baby every d...

Every day is a battle. A battle with myself and with my demons called depression and anxiety. I feel so alome and lost....

Dear Diary, i had the worst mental breakdown ever yesterday and i haven't recovered from it yet. I'm feeling like i'm ha...

I am disappointed and ended up having a painc attack again. It sucks that nothing works the way i want it to. I am sick...

I feel so depressed all the time. I thought that i am used to it one day but the truth is that i`m not used to it and i...