Labyrinth's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Hi. It has been 2 years since I installed this app. I didn't know how I managed to survive all these yesrs. Eksaktong January 14 ko pa talaga ulit naisipan na iopen, without knowing na it was also the exact date kung kailan ko sinimu

Dear Diary, It's been a while since I last wrote to you. So many things happened in that time frame. Had some major changes in my life too. Thrown away some months; I had to deal it all alone. But yeah I'm still right here fightinv these silent

Dear Diary, Hey it's been a while since i last wrote here. I just let things to flow but you know things are still rough. I even made a voice message about ending my life. This unexplainable loneliness inside is slowly killing me day by day. I p

Hey there. I am not sure if 'tis a good thing but I noticed that I became more expressive these past few days. Am I starting to put down my guard and allowing people to crash down my walls? But you know what, I don't really want to open up to any

Dear Diary, What are you thinking?

Dear Diary, Reading stuff here has made me realize that I cannot fathom the amount of baggage people carry inside their hearts. I love you everyone.

Dear Diary, Why is it so hard for me to trust people? Believe me I have tried numerous times but I kept on stepping back midway, am I crazy?

Dear Diary, I don't know if she'll be able to figure out that this one is for her.  To my dear friend....  Hey we have been friends for more or less than 6 years already. I don't care even if you don't consider me as a friend at all, at lea

Dear G, I am in pain. I usually laugh a lot but I am not in a good condition. My head feels like spinning all the time and my mind is definitely a mess. I remember this question again from the book I read before; "Will i ever get out of this lab

Dear G, I am already tired doing favors for people who don't even make a slight effort for me. I was the one who initiated everything. I am already tired. I don't deserve this. I am not afraid to cut ties with people I have known for so long. I

Dear G, What an exhausting day! Do you think I made the right decision?

Dear G, Everything's fine.

Dear G, I surrender everything to you.

Dear G, This emptiness will never go away so I think I really should embrace it. I also start hearing voices, man I don't know anymore. Self-help books aren't a good help either.I was inspired for just a while but after that, I still feel empty.

Dear G, I think not all people kill themselves because they have a very fcked up day, I think it's the total opposite for some. Like for how so long you contained that void inside of you then one day everything feels like extraordinary; your

I had 5 panic attacks today and i haven't recovered from them yet. I feel like i was runnig for hours but i sat on the bathroom floor crying and i could not breath. I felt like there is no escape... and i still feel that way. I can't stop overthinkin

Dear Diary, Iam thinking about sharing my story on youtube. BUT without showing my face and body because i feel so ugly and fat. I want to break silence. I want to make new friends may build a community but i am also scared about it. I am afraid th

Dear Diary, I can't take this pain anymore. I was so hopeful because of my appointment for today but at the end i went home dissapointed again. I feel so alone and there is no hope left in my soul. Now i just let it be if soething good will happen

Dear Diary, Negative self talk and a self doubt is as normal to me as drinking water every day. No matter how many self-help books i read i am not able to follow this tips. I feel so stupid. I love self-help books especially books about spiritualit

Dear Diary, Finally i survived another day. I had several mental breakdowns again and i always try so hard to not cry but every day i am falling apart. I don't know how to stop this flashbacks. I tried to meditate but - failed I am not able to cal

Dear Diary, Sometimes i feel like i will never find happiness and live a life without depression and anxiety. Everything seems so hopeless. I just want to be happy and healthy. I want to talk about it but i am also afraid of talking about it becaus

Dear Diary, I need professional help. I can't deal with this flashbacks anymore. Flashbacks about what my abusive Ex-boyfriend did to me..I am so afraid. I hate him. I hope he will end up in jail but i'm fearing the trial. I don't what to tell ever

I feel so empty and i am sick of trying. Everything seems so hopeless. I wish that i could stop feeling so much. I hate my life. Waking up and asking myself WHY ? became a huge part of my daily routine..I have no one to talk with and i am so sick of

I feel so alone and everything is so hopeless. Every day i feel more and more depressed. I am crying like a baby every day. I had a mental breakdown 2 days ago and haven't recovered fro, this yet. I still feel like i haven't slept for 96hrs or more.

Every day is a battle. A battle with myself and with my demons called depression and anxiety. I feel so alome and lost. Sometimes i think i should give up. Give up fighting against my depression. I should let it b. It is so stressful to try to NOT ha

Dear Diary, i had the worst mental breakdown ever yesterday and i haven't recovered from it yet. I'm feeling like i'm having a big hangover but without any alcohol. I juust want to stay in bed but i also want to be able to enjoy my life.

I am disappointed and ended up having a painc attack again. It sucks that nothing works the way i want it to. I am sick of trying. I am sick of getting disappointed every day. I am sick of waiting to finally get help. I am sick of those people who ar

I feel so depressed all the time. I thought that i am used to it one day but the truth is that i`m not used to it and i will never be used to it. I am so trapped in my mind and this sucks. I feel so hopeless and i am afraid that i never will be able