Dear Diary,

It's wierd,i saw the tanker dream again today. I don't have much else to write, so I'll just write about this dream.

The area seems like somewhere in Hyderabad, i am with some people, we are sitting in a small restaurant (Like of Hyderabadi tea place). In front of us on the road there is a divider, taller one, likes of metro divider, but we don't have metro bridge here. A white color fuel tanker (very big) suddenly topples over the divider, it was coming with speed so it keeps rolling 2-3 times, but we are all very quick to react, everyone has already sensed that it's probably going to blast, people are running for shelter, we run too, next i see, i am not with any of my friends, instead i have a small girl and i am hiding her, right before the tanker is going to blast, and there is going to be a big explosion. This is sort of very scary moment, i am not too far from the tanker, and there is not enough time to run anywhere else also and just being there knowing that it is going to blast, its a scary feeling. Then it happens, i am feeling some sort of earth quake and gush of wind too fast, things flying in the air, two bikes got unbalanced and stepped inside the room where i was standing, they came with speed and unbalanced, but somehow missed us. There is chaos in the air for some time after the blast, then it stops. The girl opens her eyes and goes away to her mother. I try to understand what has just happened, but i saw the mother of the girl, she has no anxiety, she is looking at me with very neutral silence as if nothing happened, and gets back to the some work she was doing.

Last time also had the similar dream, i think it is because i saw the nagasaki nuclear bomb video few days ago. I don't know.

Anyway, i am meeting more people on lunch club these days. On Monday, i don't know how i just had lunchclub opened in front of me. I scheduled few meetings. Today i met 2nd person. Yesterday, i met naveen, he was good. He gave me some advice, if nothing, at least i am learning to talk to people. I have kept aside 9:30 to 10:30 every Wednesday and Thursday. I think I'll meet more good people.

Yesterday i stepped onto the laptop, damaged the screen a little :( Now I'll have to survive with this thing. I am trying to get it replaced under warranty, but I don't know, i am not too good at shouting at people and getting things done.

That's all.

I want to learn Spanish :( . Not giving it enough time.

Night!

Nx2vex's Dear Diary