Sebastian Turner's Dear Diary

I hit a stalemate with my wife. She acknowledges what happened. Doesn't want to understand my feelings. I took my wedding band off. Hard to wear a broken circle of trust and commitment. I'll bury myself under a facade of happiness for the kids, wait

Another Saturday of napping, hoping for the good dreams rather than nightmares of my wife cheating on me.

It would also be nice to make a friendship but it's painfully awkward for me. I have trouble sharing my feelings and end up being an open ear every time.

My wife cheated on me over a year ago. Won't talk about it. Gets angry when I try to fix things with her but she wants to pretend we have a perfect marriage on Facebook. We talk like friends but we are no longer lovers. Very hard not having kisses, h

My dreams are better than the life I live. I rather sleep all day than be awake without friends and with a spouse who no longer loves me.