AngelEyes's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, the past is really catching up to me. My past decisions at least. Years ago as a graduation present to myself I rewarded myself with an act of self destruction and the rash decisionto move to a whole new state. I'm not really sure why but

Dear Diary, Im feeling so lonely since I haven't stepped out of the house in literally weeks. I have stopped taking care of myself and have gotten really fat. I feel like I'm whining but who gives a shit. I am scared coz I don't know whats gonna ha