Sahena's Dear Diary

Why are things so hard? Are they really hard or am I just stupid? I wish I knew how to solve them all. I wish there were at least one person who is with me. I wish I could see the sky from the window. I don't like to feel like rubbish, but I'm so lef

Not sure if I have the courage to change. I want to change myself, have to change myself. Cannot stay here any longer. It's a waste of time staying here. Please grant me the courage to step out, to change, to create, to build, and to connect.

Failing at 2022. I feel like i am giving up even before it has started. I want to go back to the old me. The me who was driven.. hardworking.. who could do so much in a day.. who was not addicted to instant pleasures.. who was focused on her growth..

This is a really important year. I want to experience it and truly live everyday with intention. I want to do my very best and make the most of this year. Every minute counts. Just take action. If it is too much.. break it down and tackle one small c

First half of yesterday went well.came to college and did what i was supposed to do. I did not cut corners.last night though i went on my usual habit.  I guess i was just happy to be watching a great show and having dinner with my husband. It is not

Today was another day that just went by. You know one of those days that was lived without intention. I went through the motion. The Addict E did as she wanted as i didn't even take the effort to observe the temptation. I again wasted precious time o

2021 has been a tough and challenging year. I have not coped well. I have developed some terrible coping habits.  Food addiction, addiction to netflix, beers at home over the weekend, phone addiction. These are just some of the few. I have been on le