Moevolved's Dear Diary

Dear diary, is it alright to say I feel full. My heart is heavy. I prayed to get closer and I feel his presence. I’m understanding the pattern now the more I read the powerful testaments from old and new I feel his spiritual presence of approval. Don

Dear Diary, I find myself begging God day and night. Lord please give me strength lord shield  me away from evil. Take me out of this situation. No theses obstacles aren’t knew occurrences. These things are usually situations he have yield me out of

Dear Diary, @7:30am I heard my cellphone buzzing alarming me that someone was trying to enter my apt gate and needed authorization. The ringing came to abrupt stop and I knew it could only be mom w/ gate code access. I called her immediately to assis

Dear Diary,Today I decided to not spend my downtime at work on financial podcast and videos. I choose to crack open my Bible Application and get some practical guidance from the book of James. Through the multiple gems he preached on to the messianic

Dear Diary,my first mistake was answering the phone it would’ve been fantastic to chop it up about us but she wanted to gossip about Mom, aunties, sister, brother cousin. I warned that I’m not interested she stated “You are my person!” I felt guilty.

Dear Diary, It All boils down to Consumption. What am I consuming. From food, entertainment, education etc. I’m going over these things as I write, holy spirt guide me. From the aspect of food it’s my biggest compromise you can literally break me wit

Dear Diary, today was eventful sike  nothing happened no work(a plus) no celebration just me lying down watching movies and drifting asleep. Talk to my sister that was a bust I begin to talk that’s were I went wrong who told you to talk just listen.

Dear Diary, wow I’m doing it I’ve been so concentrated on bettering myself I let my physical surrounding go to dump two weeks of dirty laundry, no clean linen to bath with I’ve been a savage. Tunnel vision on making money the best I know how I’ve lai

Dear Diary, Discipline is a word that I struggle with it’s that attribute I want centered around me that I’m just not ready to do the work to receive. I’m strict at setting up the goal but my default behaviors are constantly on my mind. Today’s initi

Dear Diary, it doesn’t feel like Christmas I was peer pressured into doing celebratory acts. I could have just read my Bible and seeked a closer relationship w/God threw his word and been content. At work today at 2nd job working early shift came in

Dear Diary, If this gal pee on my couch one more time . No it’s not funny. Special needs oh boy does it come with a lot of side bars like eating a diaper throwing poop and tearing the bed up until the frame is visible. Who would’ve thought purchasing

Dear Diary,fear and worry worrying and fearing things that haven’t came to pass is taking up space in my limited brain space I could be focus on the opportunity to grow or opportunities to give faithfully but I close my palms and hold on to every thi

Dear Diary, (Environment )today I’m leaning on this word, my environment has influence , at time it uplifts me to be greater other time it aids in stunting my growth. The past few months have been amazing placing fear on a back burner I’m realizing a

Dear Diary, still at work super tired and over it. This training program has more information to consume then my sophomore coding class if you took coding you know this must be a job in rocket science. I appreciate the pay bump but I understand their

Dear Diary,Today I signed my new lease agreement $188 more then expected I know inflation is on the rise but my earning aren’t lol, well at least my want to contribute any more to shelter expenses. I’m on a 14 hour water fast before eating my late lu