Dear Diary,

my exams are going on continuously without a break and also I've been applying that kozibryte cream and I guess it is working slowly and I'm happy it's not even been one month and I'm happy idk if it's bcoz the cream or the remedies and face pack I use anyways I'm happy only that matters. Today we had seminar everyone came and I saw everyone in the same auditorium after like 2 yrs bcoz of pandemic but the worst thing is that my frnds are ignoring me with whom I used to hang out and also that day I had PE practical and everyone was in group talking with each other and I was standing alone srsly no one was talking to me and my mom saw it from afar (yes she's teacher in my school) and after that when we were going home she was asking me why no one was talking to you? why you don't talk to anyone? how will u manage in your life if you kept being like this? and at this point I literally had enough I didn't said much

I just said "I tried but they were ignoring me" then she said "still you should have started a convo" and I replied "if they are not even looking at me or replying to me then how can I carry on a convo I'll look like a fool talking by myself and getting ignored" after that she went silent but I don't think so she still understood what I was trying to say actually.

I mean isn't it obvious that in school kids bully each other, and the fact that I am dark and no one was talking to me I mean it's obvious....

Hud's Dear Diary