It doesn't matter's Dear Diary

Did you know it’s hard to cut your self with ceramic. Sense I was a teenager I’ve never in a long time wanted it to be over. Until this moment. I’m so tired.

Dear Me,  You have a problem. You really just spent what 100 160 140 100/ 500 fucking dollars at the casino when you have a car in the fucking shop what is your problem what is your problem you have yourself sitting on the floor in a public r

Dear Diary, So I new I’m still debating on being public no not. I just want to know I’m not the only one but I do I know it. It just feels like I’m not, I get overwhelmed so often lately. I’ve had to take care of everyone my whole life from daugh

Dear Diary, My days get harder instead of easier.   I sold my Kia yesterday that I owned and babied since 2007 it was the last thing to go to remind me of an ex. We picked it out together.  Spent my birthday together the day I bought it.  

Dear Diary, Brand new here.   Was an open diary fanatic back in the day.   I haven’t written in a very long time.  In any diary.  But I’ve missed it.  So I need to get back into it.